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My heart doesn’t belong to me anymore. The pain of this loss will reverberate for eternity. The best fishing pardner in the universe. The kindest heart to ever carry a beat. A smile that lit up my whole world. I’ll love you forever Dad, forever and ever amen🤍

Complaining about people moving into your state to seek better opportunities & new lives is such icky pick me energy like do u not remember the mayflower.

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I don’t get it. Life & time can feel so normal but I’m still right where dad left me. I’m still in those last moments before he got sick. 4 weeks before he died we were laughing together, hugging, we were ok. He was ok. And within 10 days he was gone. I’ll never understand.

When me and my new Oregonian bestie close down the local bar at 8 pm >>>

Dream bike right here 🫠🤤

Refreshing @GameOfRosesPod Twitter feed for updates on #LoveIsBlindLIVE since Netflix’s TWITTER FEED cant even load. BADATJOB

My turn to buy you flowers 🤍 #CharlieHorse

The joy of something so simple as hair color…💖

Something I was not expecting out of this trauma is learning how many young people who have also lost their dads. I don’t want to be in this club. This club shouldn’t exist.

I lost my dad 2 weeks ago to a rapidly progressing, literally 1 in a million, rare brain disease. This is the first time I’ve spoken about it outside of my inner circle. Is this helping? Idk. But the world deserves to know it’s a little less bright. He deserves to be remembered🤍

My newest bestie is my coworker, a UK dude in his 50’s with a lovingly crabby attitude who picks on me every 5 minutes and also looks a little bit like this dog. I love him 🤍

Wear Hollister🤪

My service looks like this (open screen shot) because my home looks like this 🥹