Replying to @Tekeee
You're 24
Stressing like you're 14
Because you want to lose your virginity before 30
Replying to @LeadingReport
I'm so grateful they don't put addicts and alcoholics in asylums anymore. Idk if I'd ever be free
Replying to @rukky_nate
$1.75M in stocks and 250k on donations to a treatment center
Hit 30 days clean the other day.. really doing the damn thing. I always thought once I got through the physical withdrawal it'd be smooth sailing but over coming the mental hurtles of obsession and compulsion have been more challenging.
Kinda forgot about this account. Really felt like shit for two weeks coming off everything. Now I'm coming up on 30 days totally clean.. every day is a lesson in focusing on what I can control that day and taking positive action in the right direction.
Day 4 almost done. Couldn't post yesterday as I was too sick. Throwing up, achey, tired, etc. the routine I've been doing that's helping me:
Wake up early and read some literature and pick a spiritual principle
Call sponsor
Work
Hit a meeting
Work
Meeting
Call sponsor.
Replying to @elonmusk
We are slaves with the illusion of freedom
Fentanyl is a weird drug. The high isn't all that great but it's so addictive. Your reptilian brain takes over and tells you you need it to survive. It really just makes you sleepy.
