Going on week three of immense thumb pain anytime I use my phone. It’s interfering with my work flow but also making me not want to use my phone. Overall net loss. Proof the phone isn’t the problem, but how we use it.

Whenever you wake up, it will be morning.

The recurring concern is how to become more fully involved in being alive: to notice more, question inherited meanings, love without demanding permanence, and carry insight into ordinary experience. Two minds exist in harmony. One accepts an indifferent and absurd universe and makes meaning through participation. The other senses divine orchestration, connectedness and a larger intelligence. The difference doesn't need to be settled, magic seems to happen where the two intersect. Resist nihilism. Identity is forged in action but a lack of predetermined purpose can also leave room for freedom, creativity and expression. Examine the rules for what makes a life worthwhile and continue to love and act without first resolving existence. Temporary actions change lives. Humor, beauty, curiosity, and love make room for engagement even when existence does not offer a satisfactory explanation. Reason can orient a life. Passion is central. It need not be theatrical or publicly visible. Everything may be cosmically insignificant, yet how you live and treat people still matters profoundly. Play more, you're already dead. You have one life, has it made you rigidly serious or has it made joy too important to postpone?

readiness is complicated

how does attention change the depth felt by a day

curiosity, willingness to be inexperienced, play, responsiveness to beauty and enthusiasm for discovering what happens next

Once you realize making money is a skill and spiritual as fuck you will start seeing macro cycles, market trends and early stage opportunities no differently than listening to the hums and vibrations of the of the universe.

What steps can be skipped? When is it not a shortcut? Was anything I’ve done even necessary? I think about this often.

The universe doesn’t want you to get a job

6’5 btw.

Everyone loves talking about Bitcoin, but if you purchased 12 packs of Diet Code Red Mountain Dew in 2016 for $3.99 you could sell them for $79.99 on Amazon in 2023.

the world conspires to see me succeed.

The simulation is a sandbox. Nothing is absolute and everything is permitted. Do not be a victim of absurdity. Weaponize the weird. Make things. Create more than you consume. The body is the controller. Focus on the feeling underneath the impulse. Collect moments and artifacts. Mock the void, it doesn’t scream the same as you. Touch grass. Laugh at it all and say thank you.

Stop healing and start dialing in. You’ve healed enough and enough will never truly be enough. There’s always something to fix but you can’t fix everything so you might as well start featuring your flaws. Embrace the shadow, step into the darkness. Love it. In the most wholesome and simultaneously in the most nasty way possible. It’s your best friend and you won’t even pay it any attention because you think it’s wrong. Nothing gets accomplished in between the light and the dark. It’s why there are no grays in yin-yang. It’s one or the other. Hate yourself or love yourself. As long as you still feel you need to be fixed or you allow the world to make you hide in someone else’s darkness, you won’t move an inch - I promise you. Embrace every aspect of your failures, your flaws, your guilt and every other aspect your parents, your exes, society, the media or your peers have ridiculed you for. I promise you it’s the good shit that will give you the power to move mountains and make statues crumble in your presence.

If I send you a fire song and you don't use the platform, that's a you problem.

Adderal and sit at my desk day 🌈

the mass media will never give you truthful examples of someone who won going against them. they'll only bring you stories of people who won within the system, not despite it.

ADHD isn’t real prove me wrong without personal anecdotes

damn my Vietcong screen printer died

saturated markets are validated markets few understand this.