leo ´ཀ`

🦇 . . . ꒰ tellonym.me/haemmutt ꒱ ⁺　.⠀ Leo , 17⠀ ⌒₊˚ 𐂯 ⠀ he ノ⠀him .⠀ #shedrtwt 𓈒 #deathnote 𓈒 #drtwt

This mutt needs euthanising. Put me down

Tucked into bed with suicidal urges right by my side. This isn’t particularly cozy

There is plenty to express, but the mind has come down with the inability to placate that

07/11 :

I want to relapse. I never wanted sobriety, but the pleasure of drinking is accompanied by the displeasure of numbers. I do not want numbers

Revising with a wretched cold. Oh, the brain… euaghhh.. it is writhing in protest

This eating disorder is beating down on me. It is almost tear inducing

There will always be an extreme that prolongs whatever this is

The thoughts that are churning in the mind have left me unable to rest further

Ah, it is impossible to tell what is real and what is not. Everything is wrong

I am ready for it all to come to an unpleasant end

06/11 :

I am going to throw up in this hallway

I do not have it in me to go about the day

Sleep is unfortunately enticing. How dare you inflict continuation, you beautiful thing

The thought of awaking to live through yet another day is most unpleasant

05/11 :

Rambled to my friend (?) in applied science, and he looked dazed