i bought ankle/wrist weights but my ankles are 2 f4t for just one to wrap around my ankle so i gotta use two 😭😭😭 and i bought a bra that i thought was gonna be big but its so fucking small. being fat af and seeing urself smaller is a curse like wtf. im huge!!!
ate so very much this last week cuz i had my (mandatory) all inclusive spa vacation and now i feel like i need to lock in cuz i ate so much shit....
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when you're fat, i feel like every little mistake comes across as lazy or greedy, unfinished nails, wearing loungewear, having messy hair, all things that would be considered chic on a thin girl is seen as monstrous on the fat girl, everything i do is overshadowed by my weight
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sometimes you're just ugly and weird and awkward and kind of bad at everything and not very motivated to try and bad at keeping friends and bad at socializing and it's kind of okay
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repressing your emotions so much that you can’t remember months of your own life
i genuinely cannot wait for fall to like actually come im tired of this damn heat and my mood just sucks in summer. im a huge summer hater. fuck summer. gonna lock back in when the cold comes
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The little bunny needs to cry to cleanse her soul, but the tears aren't coming.
yesterday at work i had a mental crisis it was like rlly bad so i called mt doctor but before her calling back i just felt rlly ok all of a sudden like complete mood change like i get these but this was like....severe mood change
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Having an anxiety disorder is awesome because Nothing will happen and I'll have heart palpitations about it
i was looking on the zoloft sub and like so many people say they lose their appetite and lose weight on zoloft so i really hope i get that side effect



















