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๐–งงโ‚ŠหšโŠน hsw | 21 | tw : vent & food diary ๐Ÿ€๐Ÿฉท ๐Ÿ‡ฌ๐Ÿ‡ง foodposting account @cloveranglaise

Joined January 2024
cute oc art to clean the feed before i go to sleep :3
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when I was 15 I saw 20+ Yr olds on edrtwt and thought "oh god I couldn't imagine being 20+ and still disordered" and now I'm 21 on edrtwt and I look at 26+ Yr olds and think thought "oh god I couldn't imagine being 26+ and still disordered" and one day I will be 27 on edrtwt and
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ppl r giving me dysphoria, I am female i am female i am literally an afab lesbian can ppl pls stop calling me a man or telling me female hormones will help
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people r actually getting mad and blocking me over this post :,,) it is based on MY body, I am AFAB (not that that should even matter but still) and I am 21! yrs of age! an adult! and i obviously didn't mean for a vent about my body & fears to offend anyone personally my goodness
does anyone else have the fear and somewhat certainty that when they lose weight and become underweight they wont look all soft and petite and feminine but instead ,,, sketch as reference
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I didn't use anyone's photos, I drew these off the top of my head because I am an artist. I didn't call anyone disgusting or ugly, I spoke about my fear as a 300lb starting weight person losing weight and putting in effort just to end up hating myself more
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plus!! the reality photo is based on my body!! Just thinner !! my AFAB body, so no this isn't a personal insult to anyone my goodness ๐Ÿ˜ญ
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the people replying "better to be that (ugly) than fat!!" aren't helping the way they think I want to be neither, that's the whole point
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from Monday->Sunday this week I have lost 4.4lbs, I just need to keep this up ;~;
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like this
does anyone else have the fear and somewhat certainty that when they lose weight and become underweight they wont look all soft and petite and feminine but instead ,,, sketch as reference
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โ‹†. ๐Ÿ€หš belle ๐”Œีž. .ีž๐ฆฏ retweeted
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if you guys like the art i made you probably will like my other vent art :,)
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guys, I know strength training and a calorie deficit helps, I'm an ed account I feel like I could do the work and effort and still look barely average that's the point, that my potential will never reach my inspiration I'm a bulldog trying to starve myself into a chihuahua
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guys I do appreciate the "strength training + diet" advice, but I started at 300 and something lbs at 5'5 and am physically disabled plus this is a ed account, this is a vent post, ik it would take a lot of work to even get close to the hope, that's the point of the post ;__;โ™กโ™ก
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