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since hayden refuses to show how much he's hurting, he finds comfort in physical injuries. at least now there's something tangible to point to. look at me, i'm hurt. i'm suffering too. please notice. please help me.
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good morning to cliff marleau who woke up first and to his boyfriend who’s so beautiful while he sleeps that cliff couldn’t help but nuzzle his face into the crook of his neck ONLY
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Shane riding Ilya’s face for the first time and he gets so lost in it and loves it so much his brain gets mushy and he just falls forward and takes Ilya’s dick in his mouth and he’s sucking and drooling all over it while Ilya takes him apart with his mouth
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you know hayden loves to be hugged SO tightly like so tight cliff questions if he can even breathe. it’s relaxing to him. it makes him feel secure, and safe, and cliff always is happy to provide :)))))
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shaydenov who trust each other to speak up when something's wrong, so nobody thinks to ask. each assumes the others will say something if they're anxious or hurt or sad, nobody says anything, and all three end up thinking everything's fine (and so the cycle continues)
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hayden joins ottawa and they’re on a roadie and hayden as usual watches a horror movie and gets scared and thinks ‘oh shane’s here i can go to him again’ and he gets all the way to knocking on the door before he remembers ilya’s gonna be there, ilya opens the door and
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hayden pike missing his boyfriend cliff marleau so badly his chest feels like it’s caving in? more likely than you’d think 🙂
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they find out about hayden and his praise kink,,, ilya makes fun of him but calls him a good boy, good pup, you're doing so fucking well, and maybe hayden tears up a little,,,
(he thinks this is the closest he'll ever get to hearing ilya say something nice about him)
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ilya finger fucking shane so hard on the couch a random tuesday afternoon, pushing his other hand down on shane's lower stomach. shane cant lie still, frantically grabbing ilya's wrists, pushing and pulling them, crying "nono no wait-" and then he just gushes all over the couch




































