Ok I was too curt Lemme be more useful and meaningful If you can write down, in good prose, exactly how you like to do research, including what works for you and what doesn't work, in sufficient detail and with clarity, and include your motivations, I assure you a frontier model is capable of doing what you want. You can turn it into a reusable agent skill!

Literally my entite life has been spent masking and expressing emotions in a way that feels entirely foreign and uncomfortable to me so I didnt get shit on by family, schoolmates and now colleagues and customers. I spend all day every day performing for neurotypicals' comfort

Y'all need to understand that stocking up happens at the doctor level, not with the pharmacist. You need to be telling/asking your prescribers for double your dose, then take half of it (achieving your current dose).