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Joined April 2013
Heavyd retweeted
Repost this everyone!!! PLEASE. Heartbreaking how our law enforcement treats American citizens following the law exercising their right to protest THIS KIND OF ABUSE. I hope he gets aid big time and those officers find another profession.
The cruelty of fellow Americans is heartbreaking. He complied. I don't know where or when this travesty of justice occurred.
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Heavyd retweeted
Replying to @conifer2004
Im amazed you're even able to dress yourself. Your mind is so underpowered you misinterpreted my post as advocacy for medications? Let me guess... you never went to a good college, and your circle of friends is an echo chamber of certainty despite none of you ever achieving significance. Go play crayons and understand you're an embarrassment to humanity.
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Replying to @ashcsk42
I'll talk about whatever I please.
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People keep saying Trump term II is the most corrupt administration ever, so I built a model to find out if it was true. I took the UN's definition of corruption, turned it into eight criteria and 100 points, and scored the leaders history remembers for looting their countries: Marcos, Suharto, Mobutu, Abacha, Obiang, Putin. Then I put every president since Eisenhower on the same scale, both parties, with every exoneration counted right alongside the convictions. Nixon scored 41 and no other American President scored over a 25. Trump's second term scored a 91, which ties him with Suharto and Mobutu and puts him above Marcos and Abacha. So he is not only the most corrupt president in American history. At this pace he finishes his term level with the most corrupt rulers of the last hundred years. PSA: don't come in my comments arguing about the results if you haven't read the full article, because ignorance is a choice. Full article is up now on my Substack (link in bio) and it's free.
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30 minutes left. Thriving. Not dead. Breaking the fast with sips of room temp spring water with fulvic/humic mineral complexes added.
9 hours left on my 120 hour (5 day) dry fast. “You’re gonna die without food or water for 5 days” quickly turned into “nope. I don’t believe you” since I’m still alive and thriving. Praying without ceasing. Jumping in the creek. Some ice baths. Qigong. Grounding. Sunlight. Feel the presence of God deeply. I’ve peed 18 times. Your body makes its own water when you fast. I’ve had a few bowel movements (passing wild stuff). I’ve lost 20 pounds. This experience has been amazing. Mouth is so dry, body energy is decent. mental acuity is high. So grateful.
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9 hours left on my 120 hour (5 day) dry fast. “You’re gonna die without food or water for 5 days” quickly turned into “nope. I don’t believe you” since I’m still alive and thriving. Praying without ceasing. Jumping in the creek. Some ice baths. Qigong. Grounding. Sunlight. Feel the presence of God deeply. I’ve peed 18 times. Your body makes its own water when you fast. I’ve had a few bowel movements (passing wild stuff). I’ve lost 20 pounds. This experience has been amazing. Mouth is so dry, body energy is decent. mental acuity is high. So grateful.
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13 hours left on my 5 day dry fast. No food, no water, no liquids. Down 20 lbs from 225 to 205. Still peeing a lot. I’ve peed maybe 18 times on the fast. Feeling so grateful, grounded, and connected.
Unfortunately for those who were certain I’d die or that my organs would fail, I’m thriving. Still zero water, food, liquids or anything. Passing waste out of my body that has been in there for God knows how long. Cleansing deeply. 36 hours to go.
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What the fuck are you guys doing??? If you are not doing something for your country, or in general for the world... What are you? An animal that belongs to a cage? If you are not interested in politics and changing the system, then...
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Replying to @GrantCardone
@GrantCardone instead of selling your jet, would you be willing to consider offering it to Angel Flight? To help people get medical treatment and to their appointments?
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How many medical malpractice attorneys did my family try to call for me to get the help I need while in torment? Zero. Even in your own home you won't find justice.
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I'm not saying no accountability for Lindsey Clancy, I'm saying accountability for the ones that caused her to do it. The pharmaceutical companies, the prescribers, the illegitimate, negligent mental health industry that failed her and fails millions of others. The system that almost murdered me and ruined my family. The same industry that has Dr. Jordan Peterson in a whirlwind of hell breaking his heart and his family's hearts. What happened to Lindsay more than likely could have been completely avoided if it wasn't for those damn pills and a foolish "mental health" field. And don't you dare try to say, "she only took a couple pills. She wasn't taking all of them." It only takes a SINGLE DOSE to make somebody lose their mind and do something crazy completely out of character, completely out of their will and control. And your hands on experience with drug use is should not determine how others react to these drugs. Especially with CYP450 being so important. Just like some people's hearts can stop from a sip of alcohol, so can people's brains from low doses of drugs I've put belts around my neck from single doses and benzos as prescribed. Some people are slow metabolizers of these drugs and it can poison the snots out of them even in doses lower than the "lowest" prescription doses. These pharmaceutical companies have billions of dollars in lawsuits, have burned medical records concealing their crimes, have suppressed suicide cases during clinical trials, and label akathisia as a restlessness condition meanwhile it makes people kill themselves and in some rare cases others. That industry is playing with a witches cauldron full of drugs. All of this shit that I wish I never had to know but had to learn because I was almost murdered by pharmaceutical companies and prescribers. They ignore genetics, medical conditions, drug metabolism, life circumstances and give out toxic pills like a candy pez dispenser. Psychiatrists don't test peoples CYP450 genes to see if they can consume the drugs before prescribing them. It's a total pseudoscience field. They don't even have tests to look for chemical imbalances. It's all subjective opinion to come up with a prescription plan in ten minutes or less. One of the biggest scams and crimes in modern history. The pharmaceutical industry is the elephant in the room. They're the murderers, they're the criminals with big pockets that have no regard for your life, Lindsey, her husband and their precious children. Satan has many of you deceived into pointing fingers at not just Lindsay, but others that would have never committed a "crime", a complete chemical blow misfiring to the brain.
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Even though everyone is a sinner: Psychiatric medications and trauma to the brain are deceiving many Christians into gaslighting people into being "monsters", sinners, demonically possed or oppressed when they themselves are suffering from neurological side effects. People are suffering from neurotoxic effects of psychiatric medications. Black box label warnings even state drugs can make people homicidal, suicidal, impulsive, agitated and hundreds of other side effects that have nothing to do with the person. It's the drugs, not the person. Do you blame someone in a wheelchair for not walking? Then why do you blame a damaged and intoxicated brain for not working properly?
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Why do many of the people who want doctors tried for crimes against humanity for recommending the COVID shot, which caused tremendous harm, not use the exact same energy and logic for doctors who flippantly prescribe psychotropic medications, which also cause tremendous harm?
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The pussy cop who shot HeeHaw was in the donkey’s pasture, on someone else’s private land, where he shot and killed a harmless innocent pet for no reason. He should not be on leave. He should be fired and his law enforcement certification permanently revoked. He’s unfit.
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I didn’t plan on commenting on the current thing at all—truly, until I realized that psych meds were a huge piece of it, and basically no one was talking about it. One side was screaming postpartum psychosis, the other screaming evil murderer. No one is addressing the massive elephant in the room, and I experienced it for 10 years first hand. It is INCREDIBLY relevant. Not only in the current thing, but in many acts of gun violence and suicide stories. And here’s an alarming stat: 1/5 people in America is on some form of psychotropic medication. Meaning 1/5 Americans is regularly consuming mind altering substances made by habitually deceitful companies with substantial criminal records who pay 75% of the FDA’s drug review program (meaning the agency approving these drugs is funded by the companies whose drugs it’s approving). Additionally, there’s a well documented revolving door of employment between the FDA and the pharmaceutical companies it oversees, and the FDA doesn’t run its own independent studies on the drugs it licenses, but rather reviews and approves based on the studies submitted by the very companies applying for approval. I genuinely DO NOT want your sympathy. I want you to understand that these drugs carry the capacity to inflict tremendous harm, and they’ve become so normalized that they’re almost completely left out of the context.
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When my mom was in benzo withdrawal, she described being tormented by a shadowy figure in a trenchcoat with a wide brim hat and no discernible facial features except red eyes. The entity would stand in the corner of the room while she was trying to fall asleep. At the time, I thought she was hallucinating. Years later, she showed me posts from multiple people on a benzo withdrawal Facebook group who’d described seeing the exact same entity. Not a “similar” figure—the EXACT same one. I’ve concluded that these drugs have malevolent entities/demons attached to them.
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Calling depression a 'chemical imbalance' isn't just wrong. It makes people suffer more. Research shows people who see depression (or painful emotional experiences) as a signal- a valid response to life events signaling a need for adaptation or change- feel more empowered & less stigmatized. Improves wellbeing & outcomes. Time to stop treating our minds like broken machines.
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Share your opinions about Lindsay being guilty all you want, that’s fine. I don’t claim to know what happened in this case, what is/is not being covered up, etc., etc. But don’t forget to include the incredibly relevant context that she was on a host of psychotropic medications that have been shown to increase suicidal and homicidal thoughts and tendencies. Just like with gun violence, that piece is always conveniently left out.
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This Lindsay Clancy situation has made some of you look really, really fucking retarded, displaying a total lack of nuance, lack of critical thought, and a total inability to speak outside of parroted talking points. And I don’t say that lightly. No one is saying psych drugs are an EXCUSE to murder kids. We are saying that, in this situation—and in many gun violence situations, suicide situations, etc.—there is a huge fucking psychotropic elephant in the room and the pharmaceutical industry continues to get a free pass to continue maiming people and psychologically tormenting them under the guise of “evidence based medicine.”
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You stupid motherfuckers think I’m suggesting she’s not guilty or that this exonerates her. That’s not what I’m saying. I’m simply saying that people who’ve not experienced this directly cannot TRULY grasp the reality of how fucked up psych meds, and especially psych med withdrawal, can be. When I was in my early 20s, I held my own mother while she was wailing crying and hallucinating that she was her 13 year old self and I was her father while she was in benzo withdrawal.
To basically anyone commenting on the Lindsay Clancy trial: Some of you haven’t witnessed a loved one in acute psych drug withdrawal, not sleeping for days on end, not eating, screaming that it felt like their skin was burning off, screaming that it felt like their brain was being zapped, sitting in front of a bathroom mirror staring wide-eyed without saying anything, hallucinating that they are a teenager again, seeing demons and shadowy figures in the room, being in and out of psychiatric hospitals, and attempting suicide, and it shows. Unless you’ve witnessed or experienced this, you really have no fucking clue.
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