October 2026 Astrology!! Retrograde Season is Upon Us. youtu.be/sBSMaxQQgfU

you can be the most spiritually gifted person in the room and still be the reason nobody feels safe around you. all the intuition, gifts, and knowledge in the world means nothing if you lack the self-awareness to recognize how you treat people. spirituality doesn't excuse your behavior. being able to read everyone else's energy means nothing if you refuse to look at your own.

if you're not being honest with them, you are performing your love for them.

apparently it's dickhead monday. so make sure you're focusing on yourself, your energy and your center. dickheads be out here tryna steal the hope and love. don't let em

I'm thriving through all of these transformative transits!! and that's how I know I've done the heavy lifting it takes to choose yourself every time. ♥️

an abundant luxury right here 🌞

this!!! love isn’t someone falling in love with the idea of you and then punishing you for being a real human being. you’re allowed to be complex, to have flaws, to change your mind and to be your own person. if someone can only love you when you fit the version of you they created in their head, they don’t actually know how to love you. they love what they projected, not the person.

you create the reality you're in with the choices you make every second of every day, and you don't think you're at fault?

exactly. and people underestimate how much their own energy affects the space they occupy. you can either bring peace into a room or add to the chaos. alignment really does start with you.

💫 monday october 19 the aquarius moon will conjoin pluto and this can bring some uncomfortable truths to the surface. the moon squares venus rx in scorpio, bringing relationship patterns, control issues, and feelings you thought you were past back into the picture. sometimes you have to be honest about what still has a hold on you. the moon trine uranus rx in gemini could shift your perspective, while the sextile to saturn rx in aries reminds you that awareness means nothing if you're not willing to take accountability and do something different. by the time the moon opposes mars in leo, pride and ego can get in the way. not everything needs a response from you, and you don't have to prove a damn thing to anyone. pay attention to what gets under your skin today. you can be triggered while also being shown something you still need to work through.

I fall in love with you over and over again every day. in the softness of your voice the gentleness of your touch the way you hold me like you already know where I need the strength. as if you can feel the aches still burning somewhere deep inside my chest. as if you know the places I don't speak about the parts of me that still ache for tenderness. and somehow you meet me there without asking me to explain. as if you knew all along that loving me would mean learning how to touch the parts of me that still needed to be loved gently. and somehow you do. so I fall for you again and again and again. ~B~

these retrogrades are showing you the consequences of your own behavior. you can't keep blaming everyone else for what keeps happening in your life without looking at the part you played in it. at some point, you have to be honest about what you've been doing and realize that not everything happening to you is happening TO you. some of it is happening because of you.

💫 sunday october 18 the capricorn moon squares the sun in libra late this morning, and we may feel pulled between doing what needs to be done and what actually feels right for us. you can keep the peace around you and still acknowledge when something isn't working for you. you don't have to hold everything together at your own expense. venus rx in scorpio squares pluto in aquarius over the next couple of days, exact on october 20, bringing deeper truths around love, attachment, control, and the patterns we keep repeating. pay attention to what gets stirred up. sometimes we have to look at why we're holding on so tightly to something before we can understand what it really means to us. love doesn't require control, and not everything that pulls at you deserves access to you. the capricorn moon squares chiron rx in aries, bringing up painful spots around independence, self-worth, and feeling like we always have to be the strong one. you can be capable and still need support. you don't have to prove your strength by carrying everything alone. the moon enters aquarius at 9:39 pm edt, shifting our perspective and giving us some room to breathe. you don't have to keep approaching things the way you always have. seeing something differently is what finally allows you to move differently.