27 | She/her | Disabled activist with ADHD, BPD & HS+ | Tatted dog mum | BSc (Hons) Psych student | Queer 🏳️‍🌈 | Feminist

Highlands, Scotland
Joined July 2010
i’m actually tired, like from the bottom of my heart, i am tired.
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don’t trust anyone who calls twitter that letter
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Chronic illness: ★☆☆☆☆ Very immersive experience. Cannot escape. Would not recommend.
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able bodied people will never understand the constant rationing of energy to survive. Every bit of movement and energy is calculated and has consequences; insluding the types of food I eat, the meds I take, and even the emotions I feel--
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Theres always a lot of bad news in the world. Please just enjoy 80 street dogs I feed having their big treat day today. What a day they had. Unbelievable scenes 🥰🙏
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this genre of JinMao holding hands 🥺
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I wish I had learnt about pacing earlier in my health journey. I used to push through my pain & fatigue. It was really hard for me to accept that resting did not mean I was weak or that I wasn’t trying hard enough. I felt like a failure, to be honest. But now I really understand what pacing with EDS is and what it is not. I was able to implement strategies that I needed to find a sustainable rhythm to manage energy and avoid the boom and bust I used to experience regularly.
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Maomao about Jinshi: "What a clingy person." Also Maomao:
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As a physician, I’m just not so sure our brains were made to stream this much grief and tragedy day in, day out, while not being able to do anything to stop the hurt/suffering.
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Don’t beg. They knew you were breaking and still chose silence. Don’t forget ,they watched you struggle and did nothing.
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your depression and anxiety are lying to you you are loved and going to be okay
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I absolutely HATE the idea of ‘well someone else has it worse’ like NO. Your pain and trauma are completely valid despite what someone else went through..
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If you live with ADHD, BPD, C-PTSD, ASD, anxiety, or trauma recovery I want to follow you. I want to connect with you. I want us to remind each other: we are not alone in this. Drop a hi 👋 or 🩵 in the replies if you relate. Let’s build community, and let’s stop trying cope in silence.
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i hate it when a guy asks “can you cook” can you build a house? fuck you
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Until you’ve written a suicide note with despair in your heart, tears in your eyes, and pain in your soul so horrendous that it makes you believe death is the only solution for peace, don’t tell me that it’s cowardly, selfish, or an attempt for attention.
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Things my mental illness sometimes stops me doing.. • picking up the phone • leaving the house • eating healthy • exercising • laughing • doing my hair or makeup • getting dressed Sometimes being able to do one of these things is a victory. Retweet if you understand
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been passively suicidal for most of my life & never Truly planned for the future bc i didn’t think i’d still be here but now it’s Here & all my bad coping mechanisms are catching up to me & idk what i want to do idk what im passionate ab & idk how to live bc idk if i ever started
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“You’re depressed because you’re in bed all day. Getting up and doing something will make you feel better” No, I’m depressed because I’m sick and CANNOT get up and live life as a healthy person. Doing things would make me happier. The point is that my body will not allow it.
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There are people who will deny your story because it requires them to be honest about their role in the ways you’ve been hurt. These are not your people.
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The Autistic/ADHD urge to sing (internally and/or externally) lyrics that match what someone has just said, because: your brain instinctively connects words with corresponding lyrics; and you know the lyrics to so many songs.
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