Many say this is cope and maybe they're right, maybe the crushed are just crushed and there is no honor in it and no design behind it, but then i don't know what to do with Job, or it with Jeremiah who cried so hard he asked God why he was ever born, or it with the man who hung bleeding between two thieves and cried out why have you forsaken me? and those wretched, shattered, dust covered weeping fools who kept crawling toward him on broken knees were the only ones he called by name. i don't know what that means, but i can't ignore it

A man who felt everything and didn't die from it is the most terrifying thing on this earth. Pharaoh didn't fear armies he feared Moses. a stuttering man with God in his spine. that's what a sensitive man becomes when the world fails to kill him. not soft, not healed, appointed.

Goliath trained his whole life for war and david trained his whole life for God and that's why goliath lost, you can't kill a man who isn't fighting you he's fighting for something behind you that you can't even see, goliath saw a boy david saw a mission goliath calculated odds david didn't do math, the sword is heavy because it carries the ego of the man holding it the stone is light because the boy already let go of himself before he threw it, every empire falls to something it didn't take seriously, every giant dies confused