A fellow author ? Perhaps Cillian has found a friendly colleague in the form of @cultofbats.
He'd love to trade novels and share their library collection.
ᴄɪʟʟɪᴀɴ retweeted
you collect scars because you want proof that you are paying for whatever sins you've committed.
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It’s silent conversations held in the form of looks that linger and hold so much weight it weighs on the eyes, of a single purposeful touch disguised as an accident, of fingers laced together like vines, hidden under tables, behind backs. It’s what you say don’t you don’t speak.
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Love softens all your sharp edges, makes you pliant, makes you soft, shapes your mouth into a permanent ‘yes.’ It’s no wonder we bend so easily, give in so prettily; it’s no wonder we break so thoroughly when it goes wrong.
ᴄɪʟʟɪᴀɴ retweeted
i said, i love you, when i meant something much more specific. i should have said, please don't leave me, i'm afraid to sleep alone.
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i wish you were in this room with me right now. i wish i could put my arms around you. i wish i could touch you.
Sunlight streams fron his windows in between the gaps of his curtains. And Cillian stretches in the warmth. Feels the beams cover his skin with a tenderness unfounded.
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⠀the worst part of love is that i remember it .
i walk around all day thinking : i’m going to die in the universe you loved me in .
i get so jealous of euthanized dogs .
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i always think of you before i fall asleep. the words you said, the way you looked. the things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared. and when i dream, i'll dream of you. because it's about you, it's always about you.
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i had no interest. i had no interest in anything. i had no idea how i was going to escape. at least the others had some taste for life. they seemed to understand something that i didn't understand. maybe i was lacking. it was possible.











