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Joined November 2007
Yesterday marked one year since my brother-in-law Omri came home after 738 days as a hostage of Hamas. I still remember watching him step out of the helicopter on the roof of Ichilov Hospital, waiting to finally see him up close, and then holding him in that first embrace as we shed tears together. In that moment, so much went through my head: the years of fear and uncertainty, but also the ordinary things I had missed and could finally imagine doing with him again. Joking together, sharing a beer or a whisky, watching Maccabi Tel Aviv. My sister Lishay had her husband back, my nieces Roni and Alma had their father back, and we had Omri back, with all the small moments that make someone’s presence in your life irreplaceable. There is something strange about going through a workday on an anniversary like that. The work still needs doing, even while part of your attention is somewhere else, remembering the fear that preceded that day and trying to absorb the fact that a whole year has passed since it ended. For much of those two years, I continued working full-time while advocating internationally for Omri and the other hostages. Moving between those responsibilities was often difficult, and I remain grateful to the colleagues who understood that what someone brings into a workday extends well beyond their professional responsibilities. I wrote two articles for the anniversary, each exploring a different part of what his return means. Links to both are in the comments. In the Washington Examiner, I reflected on the year Omri got his voice back. We once carried his photograph into rooms he could not enter. This year, he stood before the European Parliament as a free man and told his own story. In the JNS, I considered what the hostages’ return means for Israel, what it restored in the responsibility we owe one another, and why bringing them home does not end the need for accountability or rebuilding trust. A year later, we are learning to live beyond the long October 7. Yesterday brought enormous gratitude, alongside the recognition that coming home and healing follow different timelines.
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A year ago yesterday, the last living hostages came back. 46 Hostages, aged 1-86, were murdered or killed in captivity. The youngest two were butchered by hand along with their mother, most of the others shot at close range. We are not forgetting and far from healing.
אתמול לפני שנה, לראשונה מזה 738 ימים, לא נותרו חטופים חיים בעזה, לאחר ששבו 20 שורדי השבי החיים האחרונים. היום, נבקש לזכור את 46 החטופים שנהרגו או נרצחו בשבי. כל אחד ואחת עולם ומלואו. לא נשכח. ואלו שמותיהם: אברהם מונדר אוהד יהלומי אופיר צרפתי אורי דנינו איתי סבירסקי אלון שמריז אליה טולדנו אלכס דנציג אלכסנדר לובנוב אלמוג סרוסי אלעד קציר אריאל ביבס אריה זלמנוביץ ביפין ג'ושי גיא אילוז הירש גולדברג-פולין חיים פרי חמזה אלזיאדנה חנן יבלונקה יגב בוכשטב יהודית וייס יוסי שרעבי יוסף אלזיאדנה יורם מצגר יותם חיים יצחק אלגרט כפיר ביבס כרמל גת נדב פופלוול נועה מרציאנו נטפונג פינטה ניק בייזר סאמר טאללקה סהר ברוך סודתיסאק רינתלאק סונטאיה אוקארסרי עדן זכריה עדן ירושלמי עודד ליפשיץ עמירם קופר צחי עידן רון שרמן שירי ביבס שלמה מנצור תמיר אדר תמיר נמרודי יהי זכרם ברוך
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EstherK retweeted
Today would have been Captain Omer Neutra's 25th birthday. But when Hamas' barbarian hordes invaded to rape, chop off heads, and take hostages on October 7, "Captain Omerica" bravely faced them down—and fell in battle. Rest in peace, hero💙
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“And you can bank on it, Anne Frank on it.” The lyrics stuck in my head and sent me on a journey into artist intent and the goal of art. More on my Substack: estherkustanowitz.substack.c…
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Thank you for continuing to be a light and supporting the written arts.
Planning to devote some weekend time to seeking homes/support for your fiction/poetry/cnf? This thread-in-progress may help!
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This was very long, very good, very depressing and very needed. I might quibble with a few small points, but that’s being Jewish: disagreeing sometimes but still loving each other. I hope that non-Jewish people will watch the whole thing with an open heart.
Three years ago I told my non-Jewish friends they could sit this one out. I take it back. 3 years later, I’m afraid I have a different message for you. I wrote an open letter about what being Jewish has felt like since October 7, and I need you to hear it from me.
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We will never forget the 250 hostages kidnapped on #October7th2023 We will never forget what they endured. We will never forget those who never made it home alive & continue to pray for the healing & recovery of those who did. @StandWithUs
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The Forward, New York August 27, 1909. The article introduces the fundamentals of baseball in Yiddish,to new Jewish immigrants coming to the United States.
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THREE YEARS. Three years since the moment my life changed forever. Even now, it feels so unreal that sometimes I still can’t fully comprehend that I was kidnapped and taken to Gaza. Sometimes it feels like it was all just a nightmare I somehow woke up from. But at the same time, the pain is always here. It never really leaves, and sometimes, it only gets stronger. This year, when I went to visit the graves of my friends, I felt like it had somehow become even harder. Maybe because the hostages are finally home. Maybe because I’m no longer part of that fight. Or maybe because everyone else has already graduated, moved to Tel Aviv, and started their careers. And you remain there, like a memory from another life. A life that was innocent, young, and happy. A group of friends simply enjoying life, dreaming big, with no idea how quickly everything could change. I miss you every single day. With every step I take, on every path I choose, I find myself wondering what it would be like if you were still here beside me. As more time passes, I realize that soon, more time will have passed since we lost you than the amount of time I actually had the chance to know you. And that is something I still can’t accept. To me, you are always with me. And for those of us who have lost someone we love, it isn’t easy to watch the world keep moving when some people’s lives simply stopped. It isn’t easy to live with the guilt of being the ones who are still here. But we have to keep going, because that is what they would have wanted for us. We have to learn to live alongside the pain. Embrace it. Forgive it. Understand it. But at the same time, keep looking forward. Give yourself permission to LIVE.
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A few scattered thoughts on the third anniversary of October 7th: I found out while davening in 770. Bits and pieces came in, upsetting news that felt surreal and hard to process. Only when @ArminRosen came the next day, as part of his annual Hakafot in Crown Heights tradition, did the full horror unfold. And yet... and yet it was Simchat Torah, so even as we learned more and our hearts raged, we danced. And there is something profound in that truth. I recently saw a teaching, shared by Rabbi Avraham Eliyahu Plotkin, that the hakafot represent the exile of the Jewish people. The Torah is exiled from its Zion, the ark, and wanders around and around, passed from person to person, thrust from one situation to the next. Yet the Jewish people hold on to it. We treasure it and take it with us on our wanderings: the physical, diasporic ones, but the inner ones of spiritual exile as well. And so, ultimately, we can bring it home once more.
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Replying to @NYCMayor
October 7th is a day to remember the Israeli civilians slaughtered by Hamas. If Mayor Mamdani was serious about making NYC's Jews feel safe and comforted on this horrible day, that is what he would focus on. Nothing more.
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Replying to @NYCMayor
Mayor Mamdani devoted only 49 words of a 211-word statement to commemorate the worst single day attack on Jews since the Holocaust, in a city that is home to the largest Jewish population outside Israel. He avoided any real description of what happened on October 7, including mass murder, burnings, beheadings, executions, and sadism toward Jews, Arabs, and foreign workers, including women, children, teenagers, and the elderly. He refused to call Hamas a terrorist organization or acknowledge that none of this would have happened had the group honored the ceasefire it unilaterally broke. There was no assignment of agency or responsibility to any Palestinian actor. Yet he used the remaining 162 words to describe in detail what happened in Gaza after the attack. He showed full capacity to recognize Palestinian suffering, which is real and must be acknowledged, but his statement was tone deaf, inconsiderate, and antagonizing to millions who deserve their trauma recognized on its own terms. He has spoken endlessly about his anti-Israel views and will continue to do so, but this was the one day in which he could have offered unconditional compassion to the victims and survivors of October 7 and their loved ones, many of whom have deep roots in New York. This type of statement ignores basic logical principles like cause and effect, choices and consequences, actions and reactions, priorities and implications, further infantilizing the Palestinians and ignoring the failures of Hamas and Palestinian leadership that have harmed their own people. It hardens attitudes toward Gazans and reduces empathy for the vast and unspeakable suffering in the coastal enclave, rather than increasing it. @NYCMayor: sometimes less is better. You should have stayed with your first 49 words, especially as unhinged “pro-Palestine activists” are celebrating October 7 today across the country. Stand up to your base, Mr. Mamdani. You have already won and do not need to appease radicals at the expense of Jewish New Yorkers. And please stop pretending that this is about helping Palestinians or caring for Gazans.
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But Oct. 7 wasn’t just that day, & wasn’t just over there. As we prayed for the returns of captives to Israel, we saw a turning of spirit locally & abroad, revealing rifts, mistrust & hatred that had previously been living under the surface. More at: estherkustanowitz.substack.c…
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לא ממש ברור לי מה מותר/מתאים ב-X ומה לא.... Riding to raise money for ALYN Hospital is a highlight of my year. ALYN Hospital is a Jerusalem-based comprehensive rehabilitation center for physically challenged and disabled children, adolescents and young adults. ALYN Hospital is a private, nonprofit facility that treats all patients, regardless of religious belief, nationality or ethnic background. This year's ride, my 12th (I think), is the week of November 8th. I appreciate any and all donations. Thank you so much. sponsor.alyn.org/jpolin
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Have you heard? #sunkistfruitgems are being retired! Panic! Oh wait, no they’re back. Crisis averted. More at: estherkustanowitz.substack.c…
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Hope everyone has a lovely Shabbat dinner tonight, like #jaygarrick & #amyfarrahfowler will at her parents’ house. #stuartfailstosavetheuniverse #shabbatshalom
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I’m sorry to say that I finally watched that Novig ad with Sydney Sweeney and the only impression it left was that the last 10 seconds of music is an excerpt from Hatikva.
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People don't talk enough about the great work that Benyamin is doing. We just kind of take it for granted that we get regular dispatches of well reported stories no one else is doing (not to mention the daily newsletter he helms.) A powerhouse of Jewish journalism.
Mister Rogers was from Squirrel Hill, where he built a career on a small, perhaps radical idea: that showing up for your neighbor, day after day, is its own kind of moral work. Now, the neighborhood that made him famous is consumed by a fight over what neighborliness is worth when there’s money, and a family’s retirement, on the line. The dispute over rival kosher grocery stores is now headed to the highest rabbinical court in America. forward.com/news/850352/murr…
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On teaching 9/11 in my journalism classroom this year (plus audio of my segment for @knxnews' coverage of the anniversary this year): estherkustanowitz.substack.c…
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