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hands find their way to his shoulders, holding onto him tight. he returns the kiss, unable to contain the large smile creeping on his face.
“ happy new year. ” he speaks gently.
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“ you’ve got me all to yourself. ” he speaks gently, holding onto him tight as he spins him around.
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a laugh — holding on tight.
“ what? ”
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he’s trying to keep his sobbing under control. but when he feels arms wrapping around his frame, his hands move up to cover his face. however, he curls up just slightly, allowing his back to ﹠̲
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he’s honestly not even sure why he’s working himself up so much over something seemingly so small. perhaps he was just overwhelmed. maybe it was just stress.
he can feel a tear sliding down ﹠̲
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his eyes never really closed, instead he would just stare into the void. slowly, they trail over to his computer, watching as the idle icon bounced around the screen. as he did, he could see ﹠̲
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eventually, his mumbling stops, and he’s turning his back on the other. he’s clenching onto the blanket tight, as if that would be what grounded him.
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as he makes his way towards the bed, he’s mumbling to himself. it’s barely audible, but he’s shaking his head, laying down slowly before he yanks the covers up, once again with so much unneeded force.
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once touya begins to make his way toward the bedroom, he turns back around in order to walk through first. shirt is discarded with a frustrated huff, throwing it onto the ground with more force ﹠̲
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“ it’s fine. ” he mumbles, eventually unraveling himself from the other’s hold. “ there’s nothing else to talk about. not if you understand where i’m coming from. ” there’s a bit of a bite ﹠̲
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he swallows hard, finding it hard to meet touya’s gaze, he can feel the burn stinging his waterline, eyelids pressing shut tight for just a second. there’s no tears. not yet.
slowly, he makes ﹠̲
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slowly, his head falls to glare down at his feet. but then, he nods his head, although it doesn’t seem like it has much enthusiasm.
“ yeah — yeah. that sounds fine. ”
when he looks up, he ﹠̲
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