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Joined January 2026
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261101 🐱💌 2:18PM “how about a live tonight”
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261101 🐱💌 2:16PM
so i may or may not have teared up while translating anxin’s 1 year message in my notes app 😅 he sent it in both kr and cn! 🐱 the fact that it’s already been 1 year, it seems really fascinating ㅋㅋ time went past so quickly. i still feel like many things happened just yesterday. thank you so much for being wi the me the past 1 year. 1 year, if you say it’s long it feels long, if you say it’s short it feels short. although there were definitely happy moments in the time we were together, there must also have been slightly upsetting moments. if in the past 1 year, i gave you even the slightest bit of happiness and joy, just that is enough to make me really satisfied. i hope that every time you think of me, your mind thinks of happy memories only. although we can’t meet whenever we want now, if you’re okay please wait a bit longer. i am also constantly working hard to walk towards you one step at a time. on the next day we can meet, i hope we can carry the longing and love for each other that we have built up all this time and embrace this meeting with our whole hearts. thank you for being a very special part of my past 1 year. in the future, let’s walk the next 1 year, and the next 1 year after that together.
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261030 🐱💌 6:12PM “curly hair xin”
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261028 🐱💌 2:10AM “practicing ㅠㅠ”
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261025 🐱💌 11:59PM “i’ve had a really great time in japan these past few days, and i can’t wait to see you~” “it is a very beautiful landscape”
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📝 these messages were sent in japanese, i don’t know japanese so translation may not be fully accurate 😔
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261025 🐱💌 11:52PM “good night~” “you have to rest early today”
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261024 🐱💌 5:34PM “you worked hard today too”
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261022 🐱💌 9:42PM
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261022 🐱💌 9:40PM
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261022 🐱💌 9:37PM “i have to learn a lot from hao hyung…” “i can’t send sexy in korean” 📝 the word sexy in korean is probably banned by pchat 😭
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261022 🐱💌 9:28PM “how is talk to me?” “doing something sexy is really so difficult…..” “i still have to adjust to it” “ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ”
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261020 🐱💌 10:10PM “pudding i must eat every time i come here”
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261018 🐱💌 2:06PM “it suddenly started pouring heavily ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ” “when you come to watch the festival please take care and be safe”
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261017 🐱💌 9:02PM “i have to get ready to catch the plane soon” “guangdong let’s meet again next time”
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261017 🐱💌 9:57PM “i just ate hotpot with hao hyung” “really delicious” “when you come to guangdong you must definitely eat the hotpot here.” “the beef hotpot is seriously too delicious”
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📝 sorry it’s 8:57PM
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261015 🐱💌 7:30PM “and i wore a lip piercing too!” “i don’t know if you noticed it” “but that lip piercing is hello kitty hahahaha”
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261015 🐱💌 7:25PM “on top of that when filming i didn’t do base makeup” “i only covered up the blemishes” “what’s very amazing is” “this time when filming for the magazine i didn’t do base makeup” “only drew on moles and blush on the cheeks”
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261015 🐱💌 7:21PM “did you see the magazine photo?” “it was my first time totally putting my hair up” “the pressure when filming was really big ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ” “pressure was as big as a mountain”
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📝 anxin is talking about this magazine photo!
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