dead 🥀

i'm the worst fucking person alive

@LauraJaneGrace i'm so excited to start this

i'm tired of letting myself get so distracted all the time

show me cool blogs that open my eyes to cool bands and that tackle issues

for a person who really wanted to get into writing, idk why that fell by the wayside and didn't just compile my angry tweets into a blog

somebody let me write their community an essay about intention/taking responsibility for their actions and let me be angry bc i'm angry

people that come from a world of diy/punk ethos and end up becoming the exact reason why those ethos arose can fuck right off

i'm so glad have a job and finally be making money again but i just can't do anything right here and my anxiety is terrible anymore

yesterday i came across a book that chronicled the birth of hxc to sometime around the late 80's from memory of author and some interviews

my step-father drove my truck home and filled up the gas tank after it was broke down in a parking lot for 4 days, what a guy

music is just cool as hell in general but being able to make it is even cooler

being in a band and making music is really cool and i'm lucky to be doing it with rad people

what a fucking terrible thing, to exist in a world so hateful

i've had a book in front of my laptop and phone for the past three hours while i've been in this coffee shop and haven't opened it once

i'm so uninteresting these days and it's slowly killing me

let me be your friend

strfkr is a really good band to be really confused and depressed to

i want to be someone else entirely

nothing is fucking going right at all

being this confused about yourself does not end up well