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something like a genuine heart is made to be trampled.

i'm scared i'm gonna die as lonely as i feel

and sometimes the player believed the universe had spoken to it through the sunlight that came through the shuffling leaves of the summer trees.

i want you for worse or for better

i wanted to learn how to manage obsession: to be attached to things and not have them destroy me

and i saw god cry in the reflections of my enemies

please stay by my side, my god, my universe

i couldn't bring myself to call except to call it quits

if you don't know how to save others, how will you save yourself?

i'll meet you in another life, another time, where our paths may cross more peacefully

they were happy and sad, angry and forgiven, they were wanted, they were wanted, they were wanted.

do you think i care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?

progress report: i am missing you to death

jessica has a forehead scar from the deep end of a pool. i ask jessica what drowning feels like and she says not everything feels like something else.

i will rip my heart out if it means you will hold it.

and if i asked you to name all the things you love, how long would it take for you to name yourself?

i still don't know how to love someone without swallowing them.

it's filthy, disgusting, so ugly, i'm sure i'm ugly, disgusting, and filthy, for sure

you are coming down with me, hand in unlovable hand

and i would have married you if you had stuck around.