kd ☆ thursday ¡!

they were having the best time

🐒 hyun on 🫧 (031126) 14h22 to you, who are the one and only ones in my life, hello, blue bird! i didn't want to make you wait this long without any news or updates. in a situation like this, writing a long message saying i'm sorry, i missed you, how have you been, my heart is torn that i can only show up now, that i'm regretful and angry and sad – i thought that would only bring up more complicated feelings. on the other hand, thinking about it again, it also feels like the time we could spend together is being delayed during all this, and of course those personal feelings of mine matter right now, but above all, i think it's important that you know about what happened during this time first, so i'll try to explain it in a way that's a little easier to understand. at first i thought it was just a simple leg injury and went to the hospital, but after getting tested, it turned out it wasn't something that could be resolved with simple treatment for a leg injury. after going through various tests, i was recommended intensive inpatient treatment, and after receiving various treatments alongside the tests, now i'm focusing intensively on rehabilitation!! my recovery is going so well that i even got a praise sticker today~~ 🤓 (this isn't the time for jokes, my apologies.) compared to right after being admitted, when i couldn't stand or sit for long, i've improved so much now that it's unimaginable. at this rate, i feel like i could confidently show up in front of you with a ta-da! soon. i'm full of confidence and anticipation! let's unpack all the mountain of stories we have, one by one, when we meet. because i want to see you and have fun with you soon, i'm following my doctor's indications, and these days i'm taking care of my meals, sleep, and medicine better than anyone else, just to show off! and i also wanted to share that my time here has helped shift my mindset and given me a chance to recalibrate my thoughts and values. above all, for disappearing without any explanation and making you wait endlessly and worry, i bow my head and bend my knees in apology to you, who must have been desperately waiting to see xlov as four again. and this is sudden, but truly, i love you. everyone..... i can't live without you now… i miss you, really. truly….. *photos* shall we also say a quick hello to black long-haired kim jinhyung, who must have missed you as much as you missed them? and say a propper hello to the kim jinhyung who's shedding black tears too, and i always feel a huge sense of catharsis whenever muti hyung explains the concept or story for each album, and when we have meetings together. this promotion period was the hardest and most overwhelming to prepare out of all of them, but i prepared with all my might because i thought it would be really fun once we did it,,, i want to perform hush and tooth gem chihuahua on stage right now. really. — rui was sleeping while hugging a monkey plushie yesterday 🥺 🐒 leaving my jinsoongi child behind weighed heavily on my mind, but it seems like the members are taking good care of it, so it's very good to see. — here i am crying on the street.. still, i'm so happy to hear from you after so long, i miss you so much 🥺 we'll keep waiting with our arms wide open, so please finish recovering quickly and come back, okay?? i love you kim jinhyung 💙 🐒 it's cold, hurry and get up and wipe your tears, my heart is tearing apart. — i watched the showcase stage and the music show promotions, thinking about what outfit and hair/makeup you would've worn. let's recover healthily and definitely do a four-member stage together. 🐒 ^^today's outfit is the best ever….. 🙈~ you, who will confirm it on the live broadcast, just wait a little~~ 💙 — i was just doing the dishes when the 🫧 notification went off, so i ran over like crazy and looked at 🫧. 🐒 the dish soap water is splashing, hurry and finish up,,, i'm not going anywhere. +