I'm quitting CS2. I joined this community in 2014 and started trading the OG way: "from nothing to a knife." It became a hobby, a purpose that kept growing and eventually turned into some sort of work. I had the chance to own most of the rarest items, the famous blue gems, katos, and everything I never thought would be possible, without adding a single penny into the game. Later, I came here to X and started making content about skins, updates, and the in-game economy. It was a good run and helped me a lot financially. But since last year, everything has changed in my life. Nowadays, I don't feel the need or the will to make content here on X about CS2. I still like and play the game. I still own skins and will keep doing so. I just won't be posting or making content about it here anymore. Nothing against this community. I'd probably consider working with something related to gaming or even a business related to CS2, in the areas of marketing, creativity, and copywriting, which is what I already work with nowadays. But here on this account, I will start posting about something that fascinates me much more than anything I've ever known. And maybe it can also spark some interest in someone else... Surprisingly, after being extremely rational and a devoted atheist my whole life, for some reason that I cannot explain, and after trying to find meaning and purpose in all sorts of ways and scientific theories, I've been strongly pulled towards the only truth that matters and that has made everything in this life make sense: Jesus Christ. Yeah, it's literally all real. It's not even faith to me now, it's a fact. And it's not about religion or anything related to the modern worldly Church. Real Christian theology is fascinating, and it's something I'd love to share a bit with everyone here. And trust me, we all need Jesus, especially those who don't feel like they do or have an aversion to it. I've been there and I know how it feels. That's why I'll try to share some of what I've learned and gone through this past year. In a way, I will keep on trading... trading deception for truth. Thank you all for the support here all these years. I've met a lot of great friends and will still be around for everyone. And to those I had disagreements or beef with, I am sorry. No hard feelings with anyone. All good. If you need any sort of help, feel free to reach out ❤️

To those that suffer for Christ, don’t worry, David made a hardcore Psalm to you all, about His second coming: Psalm 110 “The Lord says to my Lord: Sit at my right hand until I make your enemies a footstool for your feet. The Lord will extend your mighty scepter from Zion, saying, Rule in the midst of your enemies! Your troops will be willing on your day of battle. Arrayed in holy splendor, your young men will come to you like dew from the morning’s womb. The Lord has sworn and will not change his mind: You are a priest forever, in the order of Melchizedek. The Lord is at your right hand; he will crush kings on the day of his wrath. He will judge the nations, heaping up the dead and crushing the rulers of the whole earth. He will drink from a brook along the way, and so he will lift his head high.”

The more I get closer to God, the less death scares me. That comes from an intense wrestle with Him. That’s how He forges a real man. It was the same for every biblical figure. It won’t be different to us. We cannot escape the furnace. There is no heaven without carrying our Cross. That’s a harsh biblical truth most churches hide. Divine love is purifying fire. And the more I burn, the more death feels like a blessing.

It’s funny… People love life as long as they stay free to do whatever they want. They’ll even accept “God” as a Creator who just lets them enjoy their time. But when God gets named Jesus… Things change. Now there are laws, rules, and a Judge who decides what is right and wrong. That’s usually when people deny Him. Deep down, they can’t accept a truth that confronts their own version of reality. They’ll take a God who doesn’t speak or impose. They won’t take the One who does.

God is NOT: - The Universe - Manifestation - Vibration - Physical matter - An extraterrestrial He is Spirit. Uncreated. Eternal. Outside time and space. He revealed Himself as “I Am Who I Am.” And He came in the flesh as Yeshua, Jesus Christ. The Son. Fully God. The name is for us. So we can call on Him. He doesn’t even need one.

Written by dozens of people, across more than a thousand years, in different regions, cultures, and three languages. A book with every reason to fall apart. Yet it holds together. One story. One problem. One answer. What are the odds? 100% God.

Have you ever thought about why Jesus is so important? He is not just a person. Not a free pass into Heaven. Think about it this way: Everything that exists was made by God. He is the beginning and the end. He was not created. He just is. Always was. Always will be. In His nature, He is perfect. Perfectly just. He cannot be unfair. So it doesn’t matter the size of the sin. Steal a candy or murder someone. Both break His law. You will be judged. You cannot overcome this. There is no loophole in His justice. The problem is us. Free will makes evil possible. The Fall makes it our nature. So we sin. How can a just God receive us? By taking the punishment Himself. Only an eternal God can bear an eternal debt. So the Father sends the Son. Jesus Christ. A perfect human, without sin. He gives His life and pays what we owe. Now God can forgive and still be just. But not everyone, automatically. Only those who are IN Christ. Jesus reconciles us to the Father. He is our advocate. When you die, there is a trial. The accuser is Satan. The Judge is God. The only one who can absolve you is Christ. There is no other way. That is why you need Him. Accept Him. Give yourself to Him. Know Him. Live with Him. Otherwise, when you stand there, He will say: “I never knew you.”

Is it a coincidence that politics always leans toward one extreme of masculinity? It’s either the toxic alpha chad, or the weak, submissive, “liberated” male. Both are destructive. In the end, the same enemy wins on both sides. And we all lose.

One of my biggest issues when getting into REAL Christianity was masculinity. The world and religion completely corrupted what the real divine male is. The world created males completely led by power, greed, selfishness and lust. The classic toxic “chad alpha male”. They seek dominance over everyone, always competing to be above. Pure EGO. No self-control. Basically animals that can’t tame their instincts. On the other side, religion completely corrupted the image of Jesus into a weak, submissive and even feminine figure, with no authority, no strength, no courage, no imposition. That is the human animal instinct completely suppressed. At one side, you got a toxic male that destroys the world just to have power, women and money. At the other side, you got a weak male that completely suppresses his masculinity. That male cannot fight and defend the principles that God Himself set. He just accepts it all and calls it forgiveness. That’s the trap. The alpha doesn’t forgive. He conquers. The plaster male doesn’t judge. He calls surrender “peace”. Both miss Him. Forgiveness without truth is flight. Forgiveness with authority is the Lamb. What is the divine male? That’s the real Jesus Christ. And we’ve only seen Him as a lamb, not yet as the lion in the flesh. The divine male is the strongest and most masculine of it all. Absolute power and strength, with absolute self-control, aimed at SERVING and sacrificing His life for others. It’s the lamb and the lion together. And honestly, the world ain’t ready to meet our glorified Creator, Jesus Christ, in His totality. Once He comes as KING, THE LION, this world, especially fake lukewarm Christians, will call Him THE ANTICHRIST. The trap is being set for it. Cooked by evil for centuries, corrupting Jesus’ true nature. Don’t fall for it.

I always wondered how people can believe in false gods or “religions” with so much faith… How I think the trap is set: Demons target a victim. They harm their health, money, family, relationships, and heavily oppress their mind. That can happen for years or even decades. It’s a slow and gradual process. Piece by piece, they build the deception. Then, at some point, they tempt and lure the person into vices and false gods, literally demonic occult spiritual practices. Pure heresy. New age. Astrology. Manifestation. All sorts of religions and idolatry that lead them astray from Jesus and the CROSS. Once that happens, the pressure stops. All they gotta do is leave you alone for a while, just quit the oppression. The relief feels like a blessing. It is a ceasefire. The trap is the quiet. And just like that, you imprison the victim into worshiping a false god, which is literally a demon pretending to be one. The second trick might even be worse: never attack at all. Just let the worldly life run smooth, so comfort looks like God. Especially if that person is a fake Christian. The victim feels fully blessed and sees no need to truly seek God. They think they are communing with God, but it’s actually a false god. A demon. You will not outsmart this. On our own it’s impossible. The name that breaks it is Jesus Christ. No other option.

A summary of what True Christianity is about: This is the only way. The truth and the life. God is ONE: Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. Three Persons. Each with His own identity. They do not exist apart, and they do not compete. One essence. One God. A metaphor that helps: the vine (John 15). Jesus is the vine. We are the branches, we live in Him, and He in us. The Father is the vinedresser. The Holy Spirit (not in the original metaphor, but helps to see it like this) is the sap: He nourishes, binds, and makes the branch bear fruit. The point of this life is simple. Seek God. Know Him. Live with Him, intimately, constantly. We depend on Him for absolutely everything. That is real Christianity. Not a system or a religion that saves you. A Person. The problem is the heart. It is corrupt. Bent toward evil. In all of us. Not because “we are trash.” Because of the Fall. The natural drift is to run from God. Self-sufficiency. Ego. Pride that wants the credit. Vanity. We write our own rules and call convenient whatever we like. Ironically, we try to be our own god. Same move as Adam and Eve. How does that break? First, repentance. Metanoia. Not a mood. A turn. You agree the old mind was a lie, and you change direction toward Christ. Without that turn, nothing else starts (Mark 1:15). Then the Cross. We cannot pay the debt. The Son did. God remains just and still forgives the one who is in Christ. No other ground. Then sanctification. Not “be nice.” Surrender. Let go of control and ego. Let Him swap the heart of stone for a heart of flesh, one that can actually love and obey (Ezekiel 36:26). The Holy Spirit runs that work. “Deny yourself” means drop the false identity you built to survive, belong, be accepted, cover the wound and let Him restore the one you were made for. Without that, real happiness does not hold. Then the war. Evil’s strategy is personal: corrupt the soul, block the surrender, push you into the flesh, weaken the spirit. Away from the truth. Toward false gods, a distorted Christianity, religions, idols, vices, astrology, cards, whatever sits in the only chair that belongs to God. How? Temptation. The war is in the mind and the heart. Thoughts arrive. You did not invent all of them. What is yours is which ones you entertain and follow. The decision stays yours. The target is one: Pull you off the only truth that saves and frees: Jesus Christ. The Son. The King. The One with absolute authority over every evil. The ground of that truth is the Bible. So we check our thoughts against Scripture. Saints and theologians help because they also went through it all. That is also why we pray in the name of Jesus. You “close the letter” and send it to the “right address”. The true God. Not an idea. Not a feeling. Not “the universe.” Not a deceiving spirit. That is a constant fight. It’s hard, but gets easier with time. God bless.

Back to normality here on this account now. From Counter-Strike to Counter-Truth. Based Grok is about to get algowashed by Elon 😂 Even AI is stating the obvious: Jesus is the only GOD.

I don't even need evidence, I've been through enough personally. But it's cool to see some new "revelations" popping up. It feels like while the world is going crazy, God is carefully bringing up some light into it. Everything divinely planned, under total control.

Can’t you feel how this world is getting crazier each day, with chaos everywhere scaling fast? It almost feels like time is running out in the spiritual world, and evil is going for an “all in”. That feels like despair. Ironically, evil fights against evil: auto destructive.

It’s wonderful how God permitted His creature to rebel and to corrupt our world in such an ingenious way. Satan is indeed an extremely powerful and intelligent creature, but limited. Yet God, in His glory and infinite superiority, uses that same rebellion and those same evil deeds as a tool to sanctify His people. He always draws a greater good, a much greater good, from all the evil and suffering He permits. God, in a poetic and perfect way, like a maestro in a great symphony, uses evil as a simple minor note to compose a beautiful harmony in our lives. It’s divinely humiliating to the one that wanted to exalt himself above God, and ended up becoming a bound instrument, forced to watch His glory in the midst of his own rebellion. That must feel like hell…

Have you ever wondered how unique life is? We were all created from NOTHING. Existence out of an incomprehensible state of nonexistence. I feel like our minds can’t comprehend, not even a little, how absurdly blessed we are to exist.

One of my biggest doubts about Christianity was PRAYER. Why should we do it? What actually is it? And what’s the difference between a prayer and a normal thought? God knows every single thought we have, including our true intentions and what we will ask. It feels irrelevant. But it isn’t. The biggest difference between thinking and praying is the DIRECTION. When you are thinking or trying to solve an issue by yourself, you are aiming those words at your own EGO. But when you redirect them to God, that is what we call PRAYER. And it should happen anywhere, anytime, for any reason. This requires HUMILITY: to make ourselves small and Him bigger in our lives. Letting go of the illusion of control, self-sufficiency and independence. And slowly, by praying for everything, our heart of stone, the aversion we have toward God, starts softening, and everything flows. That’s how you build a true intimate relationship with God and get closer to Him. Not only in church. Not only for “special occasions”. Not just before bed or when you wake up. All the time. And doing so, what feels like slavery starts becoming true freedom.

A lot of people leave Christianity when they are told the story of Adam & Eve. With everything science has shown us, it is hard to take the beginning of humanity as a literal replay of Genesis. That was a problem for me too, until I started to read it differently. I now read that part in Genesis as symbolic and theological, revealed by God in a simple and easy way to be understood by everyone, at any point in history. I see God telling us who He is, who we are, where we come from, the fallen and evil heart we carry, how spiritual powers touch our free will, and where we are going. I tend to think God formed us through some sort of evolution, as animals being forged and perfected, until a point when that creature was ready to become a rational, real human being by receiving His Spirit and being made in His image: able to commune with Him, and also to be influenced by evil. That first human was literally Adam. He fell into temptation and sinned, and that fall marked our human nature. That, in my view, is when the biblical events started happening, up until today. But in the end, the exact mechanism, and what it all really means in scientific detail, does not really matter to me. The concept, the core message, is what matters: the fall and the redemption were inside His plan from the beginning to the end. And everything in the Bible, from the very beginning, in every book, leads to the same conclusion: Jesus Christ, the Last Adam, who paid for our redemption with His divine blood.

I have no idea what “courage” actually is in the Spiritual Healm, but I’m convinced it’s the most important virtue in a human being, alongside love. Without courage, love is impossible. And without love, courage is meaningless.