i don't think this is about them wanting their absence to hurt, they probs just thought them showing up for you would mean a lot to you and it hurt them that it doesn't.
also, saying you don't notice and other pple do it for you was really unnecessary.
also i've realized that if i can develop emotional and sexual intimacy with another person, that either means i'm healed or the breakup was insubstantial.
i actually first thought i needed one but i always found healing in my solitude. tryin to rebound was pissing me off cause i just can't compensate for lost love.
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