22 | they/them on/ono/ona 🏴🚩Ⓥ anarchist antichrist artist: @wormsinabrain | slopology student, no1 yankeephobe, wokemaxxer
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it wouldve been so much easier to just not go through all of this. to have it stopped 3 years ago. im so tired and weak. i just don’t want to struggle anymore :’)
mar (evil, tired & depressed arc) retweeted
everyone without ADHD treats it like it’s a nothingburger quirky easy to live with fake disorder and acts like it’s a minor inconvenience at best. everyone with ADHD would probably gouge both their eyes out with a spoon if it meant getting rid of this shit forever
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these 2 last weeks especially the last few days have been so weird ive been on the verge of uncontrollable crying and/or a panic attack at all times i start crying so easily, ive started crying on the bus, at the store, while reading, while talking to someone even about casual
yehahh might commit myself to. a psych ward after all i almost did yesterday and today i didn’t bc today and next tuesday i have dr appointments ive waited for months for so maybe ill be able to make it till tuesday and then commit myself
went to a hospital tpday managed to talk to a psychologist there and they got me an appointment to my psychiatrist for tmrw bc after that she’s leaving till january maybe she’ll change my meds or doses and ill feel a little better next tuesday
at least i might be eligible for ketamine therapy very soon with all the meds ive been on
i’ve been so depressed my days blending all together and inability to tell what day it is made me not realize it’s 9/11 till 9pm an hour ago
bro its now been over a year that ive been in a massive depressive episode again after 2 years of feelin better after my last attempt. & i feel even worse than i did back then. ive felt too bad to even tweet & be on this account its hell esp knowing it might b like this 4ever
living in this hellish cycle of a couple years of recovery then back to depression and commiting myself to a hospital (im on a waiting list for a day ward now where you’re there every day from 9am to 2pm) im too depressed to do so many things
