How I’ve been moving at parties when people ask how I’ve been doing

On god I’m gonna chain smoke my way out of this bipolar 1 diagnosis

I moved here to hang out with my friends :)

- cig while on MDMA - cig after a breakup - cig after an al fresco dinner with a little digestif - cig alone in deepest nighttime - lunch break cig (ideally more than 1) - cig out the window of that one friend’s car

As someone who's been in job search hell for way too long my thoughts on how it should be done are [ice cream truck trolls by at 2mph blasting music at an ear-splitting volume] and if you disagree you're a fucking dolt

Meeting another person who grew up in SF and discussing the state of things there

Finished the first and started the second I love too read about yearning

ADHD medication actually hit right for once and I plowed through an entire novel in one sitting. Time to doomscroll as a little treat

Spent all morning going boo hoo no one likes me then went to my favorite coffee shop and all the baristas said hi and asked me how I’ve been doing

New sharps container just dropped

Applying for jobs with a 12 paragraph long job description and a max salary of “beans and rice for the foreseeable future”

It's like you don't even care that my one-time passcode is 450816

When I was feeling extremely lonely and isolated a few months ago I found a journal entry from 2015 talking about how I was afraid I was going to feel lonely and isolated for the rest of my life

Sitting in my room with the window open as a gentle breeze caresses my skin when I hear a guy outside yell "EVERYONE THINKS MY LIFE IS GREAT BUT I'M GONNA KILL MYSELF BRO". I nod. I understand. It's just another day in the city in the era of societal collapse.

I HAVE to be the hottest trans guy with an attitude problem and a TMJ injury at this Bushwick poetry reading

I didn’t do too much k at Berghain, fall in love with my friend in Rotterdam, slum it around Paris for a week while day drunk, or spend a night drinking ~60% ABV palinka with the owner of the hostel I stayed at in Budapest for the gram I’ll say that much

Woke up to a negative bank balance, randomly had to puke, then immediately upon stepping out of my apartment a Quentin Tarantino lookalike passed by and stared at me weird. I’m so scared

Apply to this job on BeepBeep! Are you transgender? [REQUIRED] CV upload failed. Please enter your information manually. Do you have 37 years of experience? Y/N Hello [deadname], thanks for your application. Unfortunately this position got filled but we did sell your data

Doing a Hansel and Gretel thing with cigarette butts and leaving a trail that leads to the Scottish Hebrides where I’m finally found living peacefully in a grotto on the seaside. Upon being discovered I begin to hit you with a large stick

Someone on Instagram has been scrolling thru >700 posts on my profile to like several photos of me from way pre-transition