I had games where I threw 90 fastballs in 100 pitches. Games where I threw everything I had the first time through the lineup then mostly fastballs the rest of the way. Games where I didn’t throw an off speed until the 3rd of 4th inning. Games that I gave up multiple runs in the first but shut them out for the rest. Games of shutout ball until the 7th only to lose by one run. Games where I didn’t have my best stuff but had to battle for the W. Games where everything was clicking but ended up with the L. Seasons when I was the worst on the pitching staff. Seasons when I was one of the league leaders in multiple categories. Seasons with double digit wins. Seasons with double digit loses. Seasons that ended in disappointment and seasons that ended with a ring. I pitched professionally for 14 years and got a cup of coffee in the big leagues. One thing I learned is there is absolutely more than one way to succeed. Anyone that thinks they have the answers and knows how the story will end is someone mistaken. Give your best everyday, keep looking for ways to get better, be the best person you can be and trust the process. Things will go how they were meant to go.