Recently I was asked me how long do I plan on going to therapy for? I’ve been going since 30 and I’m 34 now. I don’t know how long I’ll keep going for but it helps, it makes me feel normal, whatever normal feels for me I guess..
I’ve honestly grew so much inward from it.
I’ve been sober for some years now but I still appreciate a good dive bar.
Even though I don’t drink I just enjoy the environment and the quirky regulars a really good one brings.
I’ll even over tip the bartenders because I know they aren’t making money off of my sodas.
When people talk about my tattoos they always say something on the line of “those are big pieces”…
Well…I’m a big guy…with a full body suit….i think everything on me would be big right??
One thing for sure one thing for certain the scariest thing for me in the gym is taking a picture with my shirt off because well … body dysmorphia 🤣🤣😅
Unpopular opinion but sometimes I just want to be happy and whimsical while listening to stomp clap hey music.
Took this week off from the gym to focus on a busy school week..my body dysmorphia is going crazy and I feel weak lol.
Even though I clearly know one week to reset and rest won’t make me lose any gains or strength 🥴🥴🙃
The history department dresses up like “Dads” today.
Only thing you can’t see is the knee brace and tube socks…
Sad thing is that just is a regular spring day fit for me 🙃.
Sometimes I want to feed the outside cats that live on my street but also I don’t want a whole ass cat colony in front of my house..