You are completely obsessed with her. You are a sick man, and you need to accept that you will never have any communication with her ever again. You are nothing but a perverted grown man who makes all sorts of claims but lives in a delusional world. Go sit at the poker table, go gamble, go get drunk—that is what you do. I have decided that my mother will not be a part of your perverted fantasies. That is exactly why you are publicly acting out like a psychopath right now. It is pathetic that this is who you are. You want to contact my mother? You have to go through me first. Ayrton