[closed] // thank you for three years of esports feelings. // co-host of @podofages

Joined January 2017
as 2019 draws to a close, i present to you the last ever feelings diary entry: medium.com/@txtdol/season-fi… on internet sons, and plants, and cats, and a little monster named roach.
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plus ça change, plus c'est la même chose. here's to hoping that in 2028, we won't need yet another fan to write a similar piece on this topic.
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rip roger angell. you were a real one. i probably owe my time writing for lolesports to this piece and to you.
feelings diary 2x04: the interior arena. it's because esports aren't real that they are realer than real. or, what roger angell might have written about league of legends. medium.com/@txtdol/2x04-the-…
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"ancora tu" / "it's still you." karsa vs swordart as spiritual sequel to corejj and crown's duos episode. a mini-thread for old time's sake.
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for karsa and swordart, it is the sadness of knowing despite how hard flash wolves tried, again and again, they were never able to get even here to semis, much less to the finals, much less winning it all.
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but to bastardize tolstoy, "world championship teams are all alike." they all want one thing -- to win. fw wanted that. ssg wanted that. they each fought through hell and back for that. and now, it is tes and sng's turn. this, still. this, again. (end)
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someone on the lpl team is lovecalling me DIRECTLY with this short film. from the soundtrack to the framing to the cinematography, this is lpl by way of bi gan / wong kar wai and i cannot believe it.
Pingxiang, a city where miracles happen. A city where prodigies are born. A hostess. A tailor. And even our very own Knight. Great things can come out from humble beginnings. Cheers to the story of the ordinary. #Worlds2020
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LIKE SERIOUSLY? SERIOUSLY????? who is this, come out with your name, coward, so that i may congratulate you properly
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the scene with the mother standing still while others around her move is STRAIGHT out of "in the mood for love" and this bifrucation/framing... i'm screaming, who ARE you
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revives @podofages just so i can argue with @iCrystalization that the right move with vcs not going is to give lpl a fifth seed
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WHAT DOUBLELIFT’S BOTLANES TAUGHT ME ABOUT LOVE, v.2: - most people don’t marry the first person they date. that’s ok. - every person you date teaches you what you want from and how to be a better person for the next. - communication is a necessary but not sufficient condition.
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- when you are young, it’s romantic if things are hard and you are always persevering. when you are older, you realize that’s a warning sign. - (which doesn’t keep it from being romantic.) - it’s not always something you or the other person did. you exist in a larger context.
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- sometimes things just end. - it’s ok if things end. - it means that something new can begin. - new beginnings are not always good. - but life is a series of new beginnings, whether with yourself or a new person or an old person in a new context. - let’s be happy.
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