find somebody, stay up late, let their body take your place, i’m not leaving, i’m just getting even

holding the pulse within my hands, i'll never let it go, but after long my will is weakened, and i might lose control

on our backs, and everything was gold, should’ve never let her go, i knew she couldn’t float on her own

you had my heart first

you're the voice in my head and i don't get a break, i'd leave you for dead but i don't wanna wait

the honeymoon, it faded with the heat

i try and keep myself away, you say there are no strings, how come it's killing me to wait, thinking of you throughout the day?

lately, i haven't been sleeping, the flames at my feet and fear at my door

we left each other out, we planned each other out, and now the knots untie, and now the talks run dry

you are the only one who makes me feel nervous

so i put my palms together, i promise that i'll put in all the effort, in spite of all the pressure

oh and i’d give anything to just take back the love i misplaced in you

i wanna keep you at a distance, pull you close when it's convenient

i was your backbone, you were a dead weight, you spoke a language, i couldn't translate

i was your first aid, just like your next of kin, all of your problems, that i inherited, they made me heavy, i should have cared less

you cut god out of me

saw your car parked at the mall, felt the blood rush to my head, i can't believe that you and me, were 17 and such a wreck

i took her deep and let the water have its way

stepping right in to find out we were blind, our vision was drowned by a burning sky

will we be grey? will we be grey? watching ourselves decay

and i'm scared that you'll only remember the fights, staying awake when we turned out the lights, and only feeling hatred, like the last two years are wasted, i'm wasted now