Thai✨️

Suae (monuluge): This was something i’ve never heard before. I always thought he looked after Yoo Raim because he liked her. It had never even crossed my mind that there might be another reason. But… Suae: …Even if you two really had been half-siblings, it wouldn’t change anything. It would just mean I mattered even less to you than a half-sister you only looked after out of guilt. So don’t make excuses. Eunhyuk:…I’m sorry. Suae: Don’t apologize either. I don’t want to hear it. What’s the point of apologizing now, when I practically have to drag it out of you…?I think this situation has given you the wrong idea. I only used you because I didn’t have anyone else suitable to be my guardian. It doesn’t mean I want to make up with you. Eunhyuk: …Okay. Suae: …I’ll tell you a secret, too. There’s something I didn’t get to say back then in the parking lot. The truth is I wanted you to suffer. Really, really badly. I wanted to believe that life had become so unbearable for you, that you’d been pushed so far into a corner, so desperate that you had no choice but to abandon everything and run away. Because I thought that would make me feel a little less miserable. There were days when I’d cry because I was worried you might be falling apart. And then, one day I realized that I’d actually rather you were suffering terribly than living a perfectly happy life. …How do you think I felt when I realized that? Eunhyuk: If I’d been hurting and suffering as much as you wanted me to… would you hate me a little less? Suae: I already spent all those years believing that was the case. That’s the only reason I can even treat you like this now. You should’ve just never come back. You should’ve stayed broken in my memories. Someone I could pity, someone I could feel sorry for, someone whose actions I could at least try to understand. You could’ve at least spared me the sight of you living perfectly fine, as if nothing had happened. …… Suae (monuluge): I had said those words without hesitation, but I couldn’t bring myself to look him in the face, so I listened for any movement behind me. Go Eunhyuk remained silent for a moment. Then, he quietly approached me, pulled the blanket up to my shoulders, and left the hospital room. I’m gonna kms