home, like no bot is there

you said you're trapped in your body and getting deeper every day

you fell for the first option presented of new rebirth

you said you see life in exploding color like the flash of stars or new england autumn

if blue skies have taught us anything, it's that there is no such thing as purity

what if we don't? what if we never know?

you wore the binary like a badge of honor

you said "your offer is nice, but here should suffice yeah, my younger years were something, but that isn't my life"

in these days, we will wear the same blanket in these days, we feel nothing at all

it's a weight no longer carried and i'm freezing

we're dead in our future but we're not dead yet

in the night, we will celebrate cyclical spin as we ritually send off the fire at both ends

if i ask you for Nothing will Nothing there stand?

no way to tell if i will ever fully see my reflection again

open up my head and let the birds fly out

you pretended to sleep the entire ride home but i heard you crying when you felt alone

in this young night's sky there are pinhole lights

so fragile are bodies, so concave work in self-destructive ways

you in this light feels like a thing i can't remember

you wore the binary like a badge of honor

we thought we were damn clever because they never kept us out and we thought we'd live forever