The past couple of yrs, esp this year, has prob been the darkest and most difficult time of my life. I couldn’t figure out why just getting out of bed and going to the refrigerator took so much effort. Ive had health issues a long time (like fibromyalgia) but this was a whole new level of misery. I didn’t know why just a few yrs ago, I was making changes to my diet(even tried growing my own food) & was feeling a little better. However, things started to go the opposite direction. It was gradual at first but then it turned into full speed misery all the time. Just constant dark thoughts, major anxiety and depression, absolutely zero motivation, and the pain was so horrible, esp bc i had multiple autoimmune disorders (don’t know if i was diag with those before or after mold appeared bc we don’t really know how long it’s been around) AND fibromyalgia. It also really affected my ability to talk, communicate, remember stuff,made ADHD 100x worse, and I became extremely isolated. It’s like I’ve forgotten how to communicate. Needless to say, I have become a shell of my former self. I haven’t planted anything in a long time and haven’t been keeping up with social media which is why I hardly post anything anymore. Just sharing a video was too much effort & became difficult. Now I’ve I’m losing my house and have to figure out how, on a VERY low income, I’m going to take care of my daughter and I. We are losing most of our stuff too. So I’m hoping and praying my daughter and I can heal and that I can find some way to make some income. I’m not sure how we can detox and get better bc we simply can’t afford it. The fact that most drs do not even acknowledge mold toxicity and the damage it does is infuriating! My daughter has no insurance, was denied disability again (autistic and other health challenges esp now!) & is thousands in debt bc of all the medical testing. It’s VERY scary times for this crap to be happening with the cost of homes, apartments, groceries…We def need a miracle! So, yes, #molddestroyseverything