18+ | i like rubiks cubes, mtg, video games and bmx

somewhere probably
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found an original run presonus audiobox for wildly cheap yesterday. i love old tech so much. i used a 2i2 for all of my work for 11 years but it started giving me a lot of problems about 6 months ago. it took a little bit to get this working on modern software but its so sick lol
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i went full time on youtube back in 2018. i lost quite a few viewers when i came out in 2021. lost all motivation in late 2022 when i lost my brother and was living with my abuser. channel took back off a year ago. im currently having the best week in the history of the channel.
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i dont really talk about and i especially dont post about my channel because people can be weird about this sort of thing. but im having a lot of conflicting feelings. life is so different now and im just scared 24/7. it doesnt feel like good things should be happening to me.
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ive seen it time and time again where people just completely lose everything and do not bounce back whatsoever. im working my way back to who i was. slowly but surely. and i appreciate everyone who has ever shown me even an inch of support <3
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i dont think transphobes go outside or talk to anybody. probably why theyre all on here saying stupid stuff all day.
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cut off all my hair lmao
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I FINALLY FOUND IT!!! this was the second biggest chase game on my list. the only one bigger than this is fatal frame, which i still havent found. i've never played but i've been curious about this one forever!!!
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youre all never going to guess what just happened again
just hid between her sink and the wall in her bathroom while she went to change in her bedroom. i could hear her walking around saying things like "ok seriously. my place isnt even that big how do you keep doing this?!" i messaged her a few minutes in saying she'd never find me
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it’s october!
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finally got a copy of ssx tricky! one of my all time favorite games! they also had bioshock and wet so i decided to pick those up too. i've never played wet but it looks like it could be fun. couldve sworn it usually goes for one william dollars but idk i guess lol
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me: *makes a post that has nothing to do with me being trans* transphobes: youre a man allies for some reason: THEY are a woman. you should respect THEM. THEYRE a woman. dont harass THEM. THEY. THEY THEM. THEYRE a THEM. a trans woman! THEY.
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was playing deadlock. someone said i sound like i sleep with men. i responded "so you're accusing me of having an active sex life? what kind if insult is that?". there was like 10 seconds of no one talking before another guy mumbled "thats a good point actually"
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started the darkness and... what? 😭
now that i've finished riddick on the original xbox, i cant decide which one of these i should play next. i havent played any of them before. kind of leaning towards still life because i've heard its pretty good. but this is such a tough choice 😭
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now that i've finished riddick on the original xbox, i cant decide which one of these i should play next. i havent played any of them before. kind of leaning towards still life because i've heard its pretty good. but this is such a tough choice 😭
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i understand the hype now. this game was awesome. it was pretty difficult at parts and easier at others. i did get soft-locked once because of the stupid vent tool. but overall this is really, really high up there as far as games go. i liked it quite a bit.
i've been hearing this game is great for years. i found this copy at a gaming convention back in june. im finally in the mood to play it! i'm familiar with the movies but i have only a vague idea of what to expect from the game. im excited!
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there were multiple points where i looked down and saw the duke controller in my hands and got reminded i wasn't playing on the 360. there's a lot to this game. they could release this now with better graphics and i'd still say it's solidly worth getting.
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i came out when i was 25 because my dad was yelling at me and said he "knew everything about me" so i responded "you dont. you didnt know im trans". he thought i was lying. i knew i was trans for years but after dropping that, i decided to just go ahead and transition.
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one thing about me is that i will back up my words. i will prove you wrong when you are wrong. i do not give a fuck.
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i was 11 in 2006. i would get my ass beat if i did anything considered feminine. i hid it from everyone, including myself, until i was ready to face whatever consequences came my way for just being myself.
I really dont understand how ppl dont realise they’re trans at like. age 11. bro thats when puberty happens. Like i dont think your faketrans or whatever who cares but i do find it weird to think about. age 11 i was begging my mother to not send me to the all girls school.
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im tired of transphobia. im tired of being reminded im trans. im tired of being treated differently because of it. im tired of people being weird. im tired of trans people thinking we have "so much in common" just because we're both trans. i transitioned just to be a woman.
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not even trying to be dysphoric or anything. im just really sick of it and i wish i never had to think about it at all.
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