found an original run presonus audiobox for wildly cheap yesterday. i love old tech so much. i used a 2i2 for all of my work for 11 years but it started giving me a lot of problems about 6 months ago. it took a little bit to get this working on modern software but its so sick lol
i went full time on youtube back in 2018. i lost quite a few viewers when i came out in 2021. lost all motivation in late 2022 when i lost my brother and was living with my abuser. channel took back off a year ago. im currently having the best week in the history of the channel.
i dont really talk about and i especially dont post about my channel because people can be weird about this sort of thing. but im having a lot of conflicting feelings. life is so different now and im just scared 24/7. it doesnt feel like good things should be happening to me.
i dont think transphobes go outside or talk to anybody. probably why theyre all on here saying stupid stuff all day.
I FINALLY FOUND IT!!! this was the second biggest chase game on my list. the only one bigger than this is fatal frame, which i still havent found. i've never played but i've been curious about this one forever!!!
youre all never going to guess what just happened again
finally got a copy of ssx tricky! one of my all time favorite games! they also had bioshock and wet so i decided to pick those up too. i've never played wet but it looks like it could be fun. couldve sworn it usually goes for one william dollars but idk i guess lol
me: *makes a post that has nothing to do with me being trans*
transphobes: youre a man
allies for some reason: THEY are a woman. you should respect THEM. THEYRE a woman. dont harass THEM. THEY. THEY THEM. THEYRE a THEM. a trans woman! THEY.
was playing deadlock. someone said i sound like i sleep with men. i responded "so you're accusing me of having an active sex life? what kind if insult is that?". there was like 10 seconds of no one talking before another guy mumbled "thats a good point actually"
now that i've finished riddick on the original xbox, i cant decide which one of these i should play next. i havent played any of them before. kind of leaning towards still life because i've heard its pretty good. but this is such a tough choice 😭
i understand the hype now. this game was awesome. it was pretty difficult at parts and easier at others. i did get soft-locked once because of the stupid vent tool. but overall this is really, really high up there as far as games go. i liked it quite a bit.
i came out when i was 25 because my dad was yelling at me and said he "knew everything about me" so i responded "you dont. you didnt know im trans". he thought i was lying. i knew i was trans for years but after dropping that, i decided to just go ahead and transition.
i was 11 in 2006. i would get my ass beat if i did anything considered feminine. i hid it from everyone, including myself, until i was ready to face whatever consequences came my way for just being myself.
im tired of transphobia. im tired of being reminded im trans. im tired of being treated differently because of it. im tired of people being weird. im tired of trans people thinking we have "so much in common" just because we're both trans. i transitioned just to be a woman.














