prog5 sc is Really Good (big fan of their war!!!! Big Fan!!!!!!) but prog4 sc is something so beautiful. their subtle toxicity exploding at random intervals is something i always wish i couldve watched live... i just miss tulip a lot especially though. come back to me tulip... :(

ill make more blissers later... im too busy staring at these two to function rn. My Bad. they ended up arguing w one another instantly when i looked away which i found rly hilarious LMFAO but idk how to record on mac so i wasnt able to capture it... :(

but also in general i do think sc is Very sbkt-esque... 💭💭 both of them have a lot of intense "you don't deserve this, you didn't work for all this misery like me!" & "just leave me alone, go heal by your lonesome because all we'll do is hurt eachother!" feelings involved :3c

im still ruminating in absolute anguish btw i have not stopped thinking about every single time sc have called eachother their best friend. Like yeah sure whatever man. i dont even care that theyre so integral to eachothers characters. i dont even Careee. (<— Fake Ass Idgafer)

hes such a kaleidoscope of memories. of deaths. of hope. of failure. of passion. of every little thing ppl have left behind for him & for every small thing he tries to give back. even if his wings & spirit are fully broken, his final act of (Platonic.) love for allium is great...

+ i dont think im finalizing this doodle anytime soon But its cute enough to be a nice add-on. consider it a gift from me as i hurl over dying for the bajillionth time over how fucked-up these two make me feel

theres tears in my eyes right now Do you guys knwo how much this book means to me. do you know how beautiful it is to see stormz be so so so vulnerable yet Still So Tired. it hurts. everyrhing hurts.

also More ⬇️⬇️⬇️ but these ones kinda suck so dont look too closely ok? im being self-indulgent per usual...