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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

﹒⟡﹒ intro ﹒⟡ ~~~﹒？~~~~~﹒！~~~~ ﹒⟡﹒you can call me synthia ^^ ⟡﹒ ﹒❥﹒I'm not great at maintaining friends ! ⟡﹒⟢ ﹒!﹐⊹﹐♪ ⊹ ࣪ ˖ ★☆﹒┆︎my interests include﹐ ☆﹕Death note, ☆﹕ALNST, ☆﹕Vocaloid, and ☆﹕various fields of science! ﹒⊹﹒

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i hit cat scratch for the first time 🤩🤩 (my cat scratched me n it bled)

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

i feel so irritated and angry and on the verge of blowing my shit off everyday all the time i'm so tired of this bro every time i come home i do literally nothing but the anger and the tears it never ends people say so many nice things to me but it never helps

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

watching art tutorials makes me want to rip the hair out of my fucking head

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

ok i guess that's tomorrow so i had oatmeal with a bunch of bullshit today for my omad

blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

tomorrow i'm eating with my inlaws (i do this 2x a week) so im gonna omad that fast the day after and then hopefully i can muster the courage to weigh myself again i'm already so nervous

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

my x screen glitches every now and then. i am not sure why

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

tomorrow i'm eating with my inlaws (i do this 2x a week) so im gonna omad that fast the day after and then hopefully i can muster the courage to weigh myself again i'm already so nervous

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i saw my legs from afar in a mirror and i looked.. thin? it really felt like a drug. i felt normal for the first time in my life ever since i've started this whole thing, even if it was just for a brief moment. i now know i will be chasing that feeling for the rest of my life.

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

my nails grow too fast for me to cut them bro i get lazy like can you guys slow down 😓😓 blessing and a curse 2

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i tried this instant ginger chai latte mix to go with the coconut cookies i baked and holy shit it's so good i thought i'd need to add monkfruit powder or something but no this is delicious

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

n it's only 100 cals per pouch!!

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

i speak indonesian guys 😎😎

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(i do not unfortunately :( )

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

i 🤍 soup

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i want a bikini bridge

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blxrryy // (353535) retweeted

amanda young of edtwt @wideopenh3art

thread of validation/affirmations for #edrtwt because it's things we need to hear right now

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i want an online parent but i don't want a groomer #dreamsthatwillneverbefulfilled

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

guys i do follow back there's just some 18+ accounts and bots following me 😭

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the problem isn't what happens, it's how we get there. he's always controlling my life and i never have a say in anything, even if it's something i should have control over. i'm so tired of this. how long until he dies? please hurry up.

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

there's white under my iris and i looked it up and google said that it's called yin sanpaku and in face reading it means i am vulnerable to misfortune 😭😭 oh 😭😭 that makes more sense 😭😭

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blxrryy // (353535)@synthixxa

i made soup and toast for lunch and shared some with my sister but my stomach hurts cause i usually skip lunch and now i have a sweet craving and i cant do anything about it :( blessing and a curse

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