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saddle up, Seabiscuit

Portland, OR
Joined July 2010
I would love to have regulated brain chemistry and not have trauma control my every waking moment 🥲🥲🥲
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I have to be social for 6 hours straight tomorrow and I’m thrilled but terrified 🫠
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Opens her eyes to see them one last time, wipes her face & cradles her with the gentle tenderness of a parent tucking his toddler into bed for the night. Where is Tarik? he asks. Her little brother maybe. Side by side they lay wrapped as he fusses with their final burial shrouds.
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We need an Unseen Bits for all of the drama because we are CONFUSED #LoveIslandGames
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did this islanders watched the same episodes we watching? cause there’s NO way in hell they’re supporting Johnny while they saw how DIRTY he did to many of the girls in there…but Jack was the one playing the game REALLY? #LoveIslandGames #LoveIsland
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uncovering all of the ugly things I feel and how heartbroken I really am
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At least no one has said I told you so
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taking being cheated on off my bingo card
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shit fucking sucks
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this scene alone made me cry
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therapy sucks but is also great
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there is no one person who could fill my cup
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suddenly you’re a child again that everyone assumes knows better and you’re independent enough that you couldn’t possibly need any emotional attention
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yeah I go to the gym,,, and sit in the parking lot for 15 minutes mentally preparing to go in
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already breaking a sweat
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