Iβm so tired of this shit, man, and the pathetic thing is, I canβt even bring myself to hate people who continually play in my face. I just canβt be as ugly to everyone as I feel, because itβs probably all my fault anyway. I donβt know, I wish I could undo my entire existence
If Iβm miserable, who cares? If Iβm happy in the wrong way, who cares? If Iβm not reaffirming peopleβs views with my rants, writing poetry, or groveling at their fucking feet, Iβm of no use to anybody, Iβm just supposed to perform
I LOVE being excluded, I LOVE being chronically overlooked, I LOVE being everybodyβs second, third, fourth, 100th choice, I LOVE making painstaking efforts toward safeguarding peopleβs feelings and including them when I can that are NEVER reciprocated, itβs so fucking cool, yAAAY
Everyone feels the need to prove they arenβt a koreaboo by. Just being xenophobic. Everyone feels the need to prove the legitimacy of their real person ship by deducing idolsβ sexualities. Idk, man, how about we all just have fun :/
I donβt find the way a lot of yβall talk about J00 even remotely funny and, quite frankly, I think most of these shady, underhanded comments are guided by shallowness and misplaced anger/frustration. Iβd say more, but I canβt trust myself not to be mean
Thatβs mostly biased fantasy at the end of the day anyway and itβs fucking awesome, I love it. But the constant, DIRECTLY STATED singling out of J thatβs so transparently based on nothing more than appearances/stereotypes is very grating
This shit does extra piss me off a little, yeah, because Iβve been interrogated about my own sexuality so much. Now Iβve gotta prove myself by listening to the exact same music as you, just cause I like dick and pussy ?? Fuck. That!!! π₯΄π₯΄
βYou can tell heβs straight because ππ he, like, styles himself a way I donβt like π nd I donβt wanna fuck him. πππ also, heβs fat and dumb and I hate his music ππβ GROUNDBREAKING research about sexuality is being conducted on K Pop Twitter, yβall ππ
What I will say is that none of you possess the same wit, nerve, eloquence, education, musical talent, orβ and I know thisβll cut deep for yβall, because you DO have the brains of a preteenβ Looks as your bias, so maybe stfu until youβre at least halfway to one of those criteria
high-key hate that i canβt even properly enjoy joo happenings anymore because iβm in a foul mood half the time, and feel like anything and everything i say is under a microscope. my ability to be free on here has genuinely been dampened by expectations and judgments
Iβm too old and weary to try to puzzle out whatβs behind so many peopleβs change in behavior/passive-aggression toward me during the latter half of the year, itβs genuinely fine to not like me anymore, just please block/un-add me so we can close whatever this chapter is ππ»ππ»β€οΈ
Like it really is fine, I donβt expect everyone to like me or even to tolerate me, but just rip the bandaid off already in some capacity, rather than sticking around out of some twisted sense of loyalty or because of Schadenfreude or whatever
