
24 | dazed and tinkering bunnygirl creature thing | Rowan 🖤 Aria 🩷 Eden 🤍 | priv: @ragdollrabbitz
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my nana was watching the news and they were talking about the economy and she turned to me and said "hope youre ready to learn chinese kiddo"
i hope those who have followed me the longest have enjoyed seeing signs of me beginning to rebuild myself from first principles
for those who werent there, prepare to see a real loser show you how to prosper and be joyous
໒꒰ྀི˶˃ᆺ˂˶꒱ྀི১
i like to be gifted things like clothes or accessories or practical items but only if the person giving them gets an ego bump and/or turned on everytime they see it on my person
i panic booked a flight home to kentucky 3 weeks ago because my 92 year old papa (who is the closest i have to a father and i hadnt seen in 4ever) was diagnosed with cancer
but uh
old man did one round of chemo and is cancer free? already back to normal life too
beastmode
substances for me were always an interest due to the ways they have defined me since before i was born. but there was never an illusion that was going to be something i put energy into forever. now that i am not in and out of constant dental work and have reasons to lock in-
and i wont ever go back on those things. but i do *very want* to say there is nothing any drug will give you that can replace what they will take from you. youll run out of people you love dearly, your peace of mind, and your health before you find the escape youre looking for.
ive worked 250 hrs in the past 30 days and lowkey im down from ~2-4g of ket a day to abt a gram a month socially. ive lowered my amphetamine intake from up to 150mg a day to rarely more than 50mg. everything else just as offered socially. locking in isnt easy but its possible >x<
every night i tremble in fear that my evil doppelganger followed behind me all day. stomping on the flowers i water, calling my loved ones mean words, and dirtying my place of work up just enough to make whoever is opening tomorrow a lil ticked off at me

















