Incase/when the bird site crumbles, if you wanna find me I am
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this has been my daily schedule since about january of 2025 or so
Dysphoria truly makes no fuckin sense some days, i got prepped, make-up'd, hair done, dressed up and went to go shopping in town yesterday and i spent the entire thing hating every single glance of me, but i chuck on the work webcam this morning no makeup and i look fine...
I’ve learned that you cannot and should not “demand very specific instructions” at work, because if they DO give that out, you’re about to be micromanaged as hell. Make it to what you think/know it should do, and then wind it back into what they find important.
preeeeeeetty confident that one of the workers at cex was checking me out as i was in and out of there all day today lmao
I had makeup'd and lightly eyeliner'd to offset the edge a bit, clearly they had figured out what was up
apropos of nothing, the right to be cringe is my second amendment, I will stand on business for it, ESPECIALLY when it's supposedly "being cringe trans".
I may not fuck with it, I might even find certain parts annoying but it is...SO much better than how it used to be
Desperately need to get my hair done, no I will NOT be cutting my own bangs, I will spare myself that pain
also hello i'm locked because they're doing security clearance, and whilst they're not going through socials, i'd rather not risk it
I really wish that my Haphephobia didn't drive most of my decisions - Hurts physically to be intimate, to receive affection, even taps on the shoulder leave me with like...burning sensations, which just makes socializing a slog.
Gave my nan Claude to try and give her ai psychosis but all she keeps doing is deploying shitty B2B SaaS on vercel, she’s on her third acquisition and I’m pissed af
Gonna pull out every stop in the new year to get that Canadian citizenship, as well as to femme out whenever I can
I really do so much psychic damage to myself by doing makeup and then looking in the mirror at the job I did. If it wasn’t for the fact that I’m supposedly on a waitlist for electrolysis I’d have waxed my face pain and all.








