lonely sieun

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Just like Sieun saw a light in Suho, Suho did see a light in Sieun. But in the end, in that ring, he was alone, in his own world – a world where he doesn’t turn around and goes away from Sieun’s door.

post-come suho barely eating and it break sieun’s heart cause cooking food, eating it, and feeding sieun was such a huge part of him pre everything. so sieun takes it upon himself to learn how to cook well enough so suho starts eating good again.

post-coma suho refusing to sleep more than a couple of hours cause being asleep feels like being in a coma to him, and sieun staying up every night, on some days they’re sitting in silence, on other watching smth or playing games, and on some nights crying until their eyes burn

post-coma suho distancing himself from sieun cause he thinks of himself as a burden and a weak spot that’s gonna put sieun in trouble, and sieun intentionally gets into fights and not always the winning ones just so suho would stop ignoring him.

in sieun’s coma instead of beom he sees suho in that ring and he can’t and doesn’t want to leave, so he stays hooked to machines, and when suho wakes up it’s his turn now to ask ‘sieun-ah when will you wake up?’ and spend sleepless nights in his hospital room

#stephenahn hey who missed my sad edits

listening to Hero and Homesick on repeat and losing my mind, realising im in shse for life