devotee of gothic horror, vampirism, and my lover.
27, they/them.
Joined August 2021
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i won't be particularly responsive to dms, mentions, or gimmicks for the time being. thank you for your patience and understanding.
unfortunately, the reality is that there will always be people who perceive you in ways that contradict how you wish to be perceived, whether that concerns your gender identity, or any other aspect of yourself. it's particularly upsetting when those people are family members,
explaining how their behavior affects you and asking them to respect your identity, and they remain indifferent, i'm not sure what more you can reasonably be expected to do, unfortunately. as for people outside your family, particularly friends,
if you believe me addressing your behavior once after you wrote an entire essay about me and couldn't keep my name out of your mouth is mutual obsession, you are delusional. trust me, when i'm obsessed with someone, i make it abundantly clear. you are simply not relevant enough.
sometimes, your absence can hurt someone more than what you did to hurt them in the first place. you may convince yourself that staying away is an act of mercy, that your presence would only reopen wounds, but you cannot make that decision on their behalf. reach out to them.
god may have turned a deaf ear to my desperate pleas, but perhaps some other, kinder divinity took pity upon me, for the pain has miraculously ceased. good night.
there are so many thoughts flooding my mind right now that could easily amount to a fairly lengthy essay, if only i weren't so mentally and physically exhausted that putting any of them into writing feels beyond me. instead, i just let them suffocate me.
my skull has become a cathedral of torment, every nerve a bell tolling with merciless insistence, every pulse another cruel hymn to misery. god, please, rid me of this wretched headache.
you are genuinely pathetic for obsessing over a dynamic that has nothing to do with you. your little attempt to dictate what we should or shouldn't do reeks of pure, desperate jealousy. nobody cares about your useless frustration. learn your place, and stop embarrassing yourself.
if getting blocked by me sends you running to a side account just to engage with me again, you're genuinely pathetic. thank you for the devotion and for feeding my ego with your raging obsession, but you're still blocked.
