I really dun know what to do.

And I dunno why I just feel lik crying all of a sudden like the feeling of loneliness is so strong now

I think the fact that I don't have anyone who I can trust to confide to is just so sianz

Does whatever I do gets acknowledged?

Here I am thinking on what's my purpose

And when you realise you start losing friends here and there, you wonder whether it's your fault that you're losing these bonds or it's just life

When you want to forge them and when the other just doesn't reciprocate, it just feels like shit

Lately I just have been thinking whether having friendships is more than a burden than a blessing

Just cannot take it anymore

And have no one to talk to

Sometimes I wonder if I am a bad friend.