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THERE’S SOMETHING SOFT IN ME / WE KILLED IT, AND IT’S ROTTING || layout by archaic, filter by sladestrokes.

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Joined April 2021
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ᴳʳᵉᵉᵈ ᵇᵒʷˢ ᵗᵒ ᵐᵉ. ᴵᵗ ⁱˢ ᵐʸ ˢᵉʳᵛᵃⁿᵗ ᵃⁿᵈ ᵐʸ ˡᵉᵛᵉʳ. ⟳& ♡
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♡︎ for a random sentence starter !
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❛  you’re  the  one  who  reminded  me  i  have  a  pulse .  ❜ ; @bornfromwind
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downing cold black coffee wordlessly, following it with crushed leaves of jurda.
her grisha abilities used to be something kaz rarely considered, treated as less than an option, but now, with her loss of sight and with her torture for her status, they were something he took careful note of. dark eyes followed her progress, lips twitching up.
she 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘴 things have changed since losing most of her sight. the way wind leads her more than it ever had, a new sense that she can rely on.
⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀݁ ⠀﹔𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐨, whose blood held the summer winds. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀
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shoulders lifted once, adapting a devil-may-care attitude that was not at all sincere. the dregs were his life’s work. he was fighting tooth and nail to keep them in power. ‘fight.’
in trouble. it was a common occurrence, nowadays, constant aggressors attempting to bring their doom. fate never stole them, even as things crumbled around the duo. a gentle sigh, she signed back. ‘𝘧𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘰𝘳 𝘧𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ?’
he’s taut as a bowstring, every muscle tensed, as though he is a predator ready to strike. it is a common stance for him now, one she has seen him adapt more commonly over time. when her eyes lock on his, he lifts his hands, signing, ‘we’re in trouble.’
she's unphased by his current state, the bastard of the barrel and wind's creation slowly growing with each other ; the curls were noted enough, the facial hair meant little. an eyebrow raises, however, when eyes land on him.
one gloved hand rakes across darkening facial hair, growing in after weeks without true dedication to keeping it perfectly shaven. a frightening sight. kaz was a man of appearances, but tonight, he was wilder, hair ungelled and far longer than usual, dark eyes gleaming.
he thought of her the same way. eleo was nothing close to evil. eleo wasn’t even truly bad. she was not a selfish person, but one who would die for her loyalty to others, and yet her own personal drive for self-preservation was strong, making her a fighter. still, that desire —
she liked to think of herself as not an evil girl, but, rather, a girl spun by circumstance. wickedness that stemmed from poor situations, darkness that came from forced madness. eleo also, over her time with him, believed kaz wasn’t so different. she didn’t see his “evil” +
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to feed ketterdam, ketterdam fed on more of his soul. ‘ fool who thought they could knock you into the sea. ’ kaz snorted, shaking his head once more. ‘ may have taken your eye, but i’m sure you took far more from them. ’ violent boy, who can only express love with daggers. a —
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softening in his features after her pause, some of the tension draining from his stiffened bones. ‘ promises are a fancy form of lying. ’
a growl escaped scarred lips, the new angry puckering of flesh splitting slightly, scab revealing old blood. he had no portrait as dorian did — every evil deed showed itself on his features, every new scar and break revealing some other monstrous act. ‘ of course. have to —
not too kind, just enough to keep them both safe. they shared a lot of things, but their views of jordie and what it meant to stay alive were two things that did not match in the slightest. she kept her hand firm as it gripped the table, though she shifted to leaning back on +
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replace my sea crew. that’s going to be a fucking nightmare. ’ a shake of his head as he limped over to his window, absent-mindedly pulling his cigarette from behind his ear and lighting it. a deep drag before he signed once again, the action hindered by his nicotine. ‘ how did —
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you manage to get back to me? ’
too kind, too soft, ( you’re what got us killed it’s your fault we both died ) and yet somr childish part of him deeply craved it still. an irritated huff escaped him as he considered that attack, head shaking as he rose to stand, his own weight balanced heavily on his cane. —
she knew a little about the comforts that jordie provided, given that he had become rather close in the short time they had between him being with pekka and her being sent away countless times. he was kind, she could picture him tending to a much younger kaz ; it was a warm +
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parallel pains, they shared now. ‘they took everything but you, didn’t they? any prisoners, or just deaths? do they want a ransom?’
he had no memories of a mother or a father who had caressed his hair; but there was jordie, who had spent many long nights gently running his fingers through the knotted curls, detangling them, to attempt to put kaz to sleep. an amazing impossible task when sleeping on the —
she hadn’t cared enough to cut it herself and hairdressers weren’t a priority for her. and, then, there was the muted comfort, the one she’d never speak on ; her mother had loved her curls, had loved the shaggy, overgrown mullet her hair always turned into. the length, the act +
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streets of the barrel. without a word, he held out his cane to her. an offering. it would serve her better than the desk to ease the weight on the leg. ‘i don’t like that they’re coming after our ships now. ine— there should be protection from that.’