Day 7!! too much for a sunday huh

I am getting a pedicure for first time. And I have a foot fetish with my own feet. Wow!

I reminicised my 22nd bday. Had an epitome of conversation with a mutual person I was meeting for the first time all night long, ate raw tomatoes and smoked 2 pack of ciggs. In Paharganj, the most shady place of Delhi, and peaked my existence. It was like a lsd trip but without actually taking it. Still longing for such a night once again.....

No husband until I make $1 billion

The moment my horniess comes back, I know I am doing mentally okay and happy with life.

Men and their sad lives

Sept goals: - Earn $500 - Cross 500 followers - Start youtube F1 content creation - Buy running shoes

the start of autumn brings a morning fresh melancholy. light as the summer dew. moving towards warmth and fuziness. in India around late oct or early nov comes diwali. my favourite part is going out in afternoons, looking at the flower market, busy street and everyone prepping for decor and function. festivals, especially diwali because of the lights are my favourites. schools also had holiday for 2 weeks, with no school pressure and free to eat sweets and roam around looking pretty. weirdly this year 2 months before I am feeling the nostalgia. with nostalgia comes a feeling that something is missing. something is getting left out. it's just start of sept and I am missing something I don't think I am even aware about. I am moving between freshness, nostalgia, missing out, and confusing feelings. make me feel belonged nowhere and everywhere at the same time.

My era of content creation Always wanted to start a youtube channel, but now the goal is bigger. Not just content but create network and opportunities through YouTube, generate visibility.

I cannot believe how wholesome it is, what dostoevsky wrote decades ago, is the same end of August I experience as well. An absolute warm and clear beautiful day.

People who say "it's genetics" have given up on life

Beautiful culture....

Today is Saturday. No one is bothering me. Will finish this book by eod. And take a win. Will write a article post this.

mein bohot miss karti hu dilli ko, ek din pakka waha movie banaugi

Tony is a must watch for all the food and travel enthusiasts

Going to watch Tony movie. Dropped at the very time I needed it. Taking a mental health care day

Day 1 Omad morning meal done. Fasting for 23 hours. Excited for the journey.