𝐦𝐲 tiny 𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 room with no 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 for me to even 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝙽𝙳 、indulges the 𝖑𝖔𝖓𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖓𝖊𝖘𝖘 i 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋 。

baby 、 do you think you'd kill for me one day .ᐣ ／ yes of course i will 、 my darling .

i saw your mother in your eyes .. i saw my failures .. and i ran .. i ran so hard that i could never look back .

hell is loving you when i sleep and waking up alone .

i am the 𝙴𝙽𝙳 and the 𝙱𝙴𝙶𝙸𝙽𝙽𝙸𝙽𝙶 。 the 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙻𝙳 is a 𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 and i hold the 𝐁𝐑𝐔𝐒𝐇 。 i am a 𝕲𝐎𝐃 。

the 𝚂𝚄𝙽 was 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 when i left you 。

i'd 𝐃𝐈𝐄 for you 、i would .. but i'd 𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋 for him 。

𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚈 can 𝐋𝐈𝐕𝐄 in my new world or 𝐃𝐈𝐄 in their old one 。

𝙵𝙰𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 、 i am what you 𝖒𝖆𝖉𝖊 me 。 i've 𝖇𝖊𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖊 your 𝙳𝙰𝚄𝙶𝙷𝚃𝙴𝚁 、 after all 。

𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 are no 𝙶𝙾𝙳s left to watch 、 i'm afraid 。 and there are no gods to help you now 。／ i 𝖆𝖒 a 𝐆𝐎𝐃 。

but would you bleed red or black .ᐣ ／ i'll bleed whatever color you tell me to 。

exhausting 、 wasn't it .ᐣ hiding beneath the cloak of your own righteousness .. but now they see you as you are 。

remember when i said i'd forgive you .ᐣ i lied 。

but darling we can't force people to choose us .

we 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 talk 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄 like we 𝚄𝚂𝙴𝙳 to do 。

tell me .. do you 𝐁𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐃 .ᐣ

i'll 𝚂𝙷𝙴𝙻𝚃𝙴𝚁 and 𝙰𝙳𝙾𝚁𝙴 you more than anything 。

i 𝙵𝙴𝙻𝙻 in love with you the way you fall asleep ; slowly 、 then all at 𝐎𝐍𝐂𝐄 。

𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 value will there ever be in life 、 if we are 𝙽𝙾𝚃 together .ᐣ

if you ever feel 𝐋𝐎𝐒𝐓 、just 𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙺 into the eyes of the people that you 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 。

𝙼𝚈 𝐋𝐎𝐘𝐀𝐋𝐓𝐘 to my brother is how i 𝐌𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐄 myself 。