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[241130] 📸 A few years ago, after posting a video about idol dating, I realized that I may have caused some trouble for the active members at that time without being fully aware of the group dynamic. I reflected on this a lot. Since then, I have tried my best to avoid causing any harm in my activities. Even if I chose a different path, my identity as a member of Lovelyz remains unchanged. I have thought long and hard before stepping onto this stage, considering it dozens and hundreds of times. There may be people who do not support me because of my different choices, but I respect their feelings. Thus, I was somewhat prepared for this, yet my desire to perform with the members was stronger, leading me to decide to join them. Given the length of my hiatus, I practiced even more diligently. Some days, I stayed alone, while on other days, I rented a practice room to push myself on parts I usually couldn't handle, practicing every day with only the members and fans in mind. I honestly viewed this concert as my last and prepared for it as such. Therefore, I wanted to ensure I wasn't ashamed of myself, and I did not want to further disappoint the fans because of the long hiatus. Although the concert is not over yet, I have once again realized that my choice was indeed the right one, and I am deeply grateful to the fans more than anyone else. They have given me precious memories that few others may experience, and above all, they welcomed me sincerely while I was on stage. I don't want to ask those who can't support the current me to support me in the future. Everyone can feel and think differently, and that's their freedom. But as a public figure, how long should I remain silent in the face of hateful comments? Should receiving hateful comments be considered normal just because this is my profession? My heart has already been torn to shreds countless times, and I've spent a long time alone, struggling to the point where I want to give up on my precious life. But now, I am living each day more diligently and joyfully than anyone else, without regrets, and I want to continue living that way in the future. Am I selling illegal items now? Once I've chosen a profession, do I have to live off that profession for life? Or should I think positively and consider that my well-being and success might be envied and cause jealousy? I was happy to meet Lovelyz and Lovelyz fans, and even if I were to go back to being 16, I would choose the profession of a singer without hesitation. I believe that I am who I am today because of those experiences. You don't have to support me. However, please don't go out of your way to come to my Instagram and YouTube accounts and leave rumors and hateful comments. If my request to refrain from leaving hateful comments is seen as selfish, then please don't come back later crying and asking for leniency. I still receive countless hateful comments every day. If being a public figure means I have to accept hateful comments as normal, then I will. I know that not giving attention to haters is the best way to handle it, but I cannot tolerate the spread of false information. Before I head to meet my fans in Taiwan during the market opening, I apologize for conveying these negative feelings once again, and I will make sure to finish the precious schedule I have been given well. And finally, I want to express my gratitude to everyone who always supports me. #Lovelyz #러블리즈 #박명은 #명은 #박지우 #지우 #Myungeun #Jiwoo #ParkMyungeun #ParkJiwoo