sai.

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I may not be your first date , your first kiss , your first love , but I want to be your last everything .

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀I need your lips on mine .

if you don't know how to live on anymore, then live for me.

I would cross galaxies to be held in your arms once more

⠀⠀⠀˛ you stuck a 𝒌𝒏𝒊𝒇𝒆 in my back . . why 𝒎𝒚 𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓 ? ՙ

she tastes of moon and sea

but even if this is our end， it won't change what we had. i love you more than you'll ever know. be well.

“do you love me?” “i think so. i hope so.”

try to be gentle when you are ripping me apart.

i know， i know. it has been tough. it has been hard. let me kiss all of your worries away.

i know i am not good for you, but please let me be selfish enough to have you.

i begin to feel a new tenderness toward you， very raw and unfamiliar， like what i remember of love when i was young——love that was so often foolish in its objectives but never in its choices， its intensities.

do not feel so lonesome, now. i shall stand by your side if no one else wills to.

even bloodstained, you are still beautiful.

keeping my distance because i know i can't have you.

in the cracks of light， i dreamed of you. it was real enough to get me through.

i love you. i'll write it in waves. in skies. in my heart. you'll never see， but you will know. i'll be all the poets，i'll kill them all and take each one's place in turn，and every time love's written it will be to you.

in another life， but why not now? why not this one?

well， fight or flight， i’d rather die than have to cry in front of you. fight or flight， i’d rather lie than tell you i'm in love with you.