20 yo — my digital diary, or digital dumpster. my priv: @zipfilexan 🗝️ 170cm｜it’s futile in the end 【徒労】
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you’re acting like introverts are asking and wanting you to do all of that. i think introverts actually really want you to not do that at all 😐
I dislike introverts who need to be told everything multiple times when in a group setting. You have to keep offering them food, try hard to engage them and check on them to ensure they are ok. They will just sit quietly in a corner and you will never know if they are ok or not, or if they are upset or need care. I hate doing that labour for them.
Like dude you can talk, you are normal! You are an adult, not a child. Please emote, talk and let others know what you want or don't want. Be a part of what's going on and don't kill the vibe by just disconnecting with who's around you.
Sincerely, an extrovert who always puts that effort.
i want a tongue piercing so bad just so it can be really difficult and uncomfortable to eat for a few weeks. i could survive off fruit smoothies, tea, and water fr
need to get underweight before my 21st so when i start drinking everything off the menu i get super extra drunk
had a bit of an episode last night and now every time i try to tweet it gets sent to drafts…lemme see if this one works
which is my inner monologue, which is the OCD, and which is the voice that is separate from me that keeps taunting me, mental health professionals; tell me that, how to differ, how to silence them. mental health professionals, your job is futile
stop talking in my head, stop thinking and stop wondering and stop it in my mind, stop the noises and the sound and the images. i can’t escape thoughts they follow me like maladaptive daydreams. and for one, i’m not schizophrenic
no cure no med no ‘thing’ will fix me. is god real? no, look at me. why would he treat his child this way?
thought after thought after thought after thought after thought after thought after thought and this is life until i die
my head is so loud, thought after thought, and it won’t stop. can’t focus on music, on a show. so, clearly something is wrong with me (wow, who would’ve guessed)
