vacillator * ♱⃓

everything i’ve loved , i’ve loved it straight to death

if you could go anywhere , would you wanna stay ?

i’m too good for you , and it makes me need it even more

call me what you want , and i’ll be that

i forgive it all as it comes back to me

are you really ready to bear the burden of another person’s life ?

will you give me the rest of your life ?

i mean , are some people just supposed to lose ?

i wanna bleed , i wanna hurt the way that boys do

this was all for you .

held close all the time , knowin’ i’m half of you

you’re sweet , but i’m sick

did you see me in the video ?

it has to be so lonely , to be the only one who’s ‘holy’ .

you know it will always just be me .

born with no voice , we’ll rip it from their throats

body after body , can you smell the decay ?

i’m finding solace in what i know is wrong , but i can’t stop myself from giving into it .