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ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴍᴇ. I ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʜᴏʟᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ɪᴛ.

Joined March 2025
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what if the devil does not know he is the devil﹖
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what else were we supposed to do? it was either that or we would've died, don't you get that? come back inside to m— no, I'm not doing this. you can't blame me for what happened.
bullshit. everyone else got used to it quick, you all found your way, i was the only one left. come back inside to what? you made it clear there was nothing there for me anymore, sleepovers wouldn't fix anything.
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we /all/ sucked. what kinda bullshit excuse is that? ....It wasn't my fault. you /should've/ come back inside. why you decided to be stupidly stubborn when any other time we would've made up isn't my problem.
i'm sorry i wasn't ' perfect ' enough for your wilderness world. it's not like i didn't try, i just / sucked /. i want you to stop acting as if it isn't your fault you loss your ' best friend '. taking it out pathetically on others when's who's fault is it? hm, shauna?
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yeah. a bitch. a self centered, whiny bitch. /you/ were the one not pulling your weight. but what do you want me to /say/, jackie? that I'm sorry? /fine/, I'm /sorry/. not like it fucking matters at this point.
i was being what? a bitch? shauna you slept with my boyfriend — you lied to me. you are, were my best friend, i thought out of everyone i could rely on /you/. i guess the winter night and lack of accountability can live freely in your head.
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what else was I supposed to do when you were being a bi— you could've easily come back inside.
isn't it, shipman? you chose to sleep the night away.
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that's not...that's not true.
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i— you could've come back inside.
you've just... left me all alone. you know it's cold out here, right?
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what exactly is that supposed to mean?
deciding to grace me with your presence finally?
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blink blink.
you attract what you're afraid of? oooooh brunette doe-eyed woman with brown eyes. * 🤭
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does it taste good ? to live in the shadows of the woman who doesn't love you.
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𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘪𝘯 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨'𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘳 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘥𝘰𝘰𝘳 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘭𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘣𝘺 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘪𝘤'𝘴 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 {♥️ + ↻?}
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// I have not been here in a bit but if anyone wants a sl or something feel free to hit me up!
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I know you care I just -- ( a soft sigh ) look, I'm sorry, everything is just...really stressful and I don't know what to do.
i’m not offering you therapy or anything, i just— care. that’s all.
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jackie-- it's 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦. you don't need to fix everything.
that doesn’t exactly sound healthy, js. come on—what’s really going on? you don’t have to carry it alone.
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...I-- I can't. It's nothing, really! I'll get over it, promise.
frustration, huh? I get it, but it sounds like there’s more going on. what’s really bugging you? you can talk to me, you know.
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arms instinctively wrap around the other's form. a warm smile blossoms on features. this felt right. everything felt 𝘴𝘰 right. she never realized how easy it was for her and jackie to become intertwined until this moment. and now that feelings were apparent... well, maybe >
Jackie chuckles, slinging both arms around the other’s neck. she’d always been affectionate with her best friend, but this was a little different. more sentimental —- especially after the silent treatment she’d been giving Shauna for days on end. “wowza, Shipman.” hazel —
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they'd actually done it. but this was so different from a thought or a kiss on a dare or an "experiment" that she's uncharacteristically shy about the whole ordeal and makes her hesitate. this was nothing like with jeff where she didn't care because she was just trying to >
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forget. this was with someone she actually 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥. "soooo..."
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