I’m at his house rn tho and he’s asleep. I’m taking everything of mine from his even though he didn’t seem to like it (he already packed them himself lol) and then everything of his from my house is going right back to him. I’ve already deleted like basically all our photos.
So bf and I talked and he wanted to break up with me but I convinced him not to and now I feel like a total loser. I’m just going to break up with him later I think, I just need to mentally prepare for it. Our relationship is over now. 🤕
I will meditate for a bit later to calm myself. Maybe I should be mature and talk to him or maybe I should be petty and not talk to him for the rest of the day. He would be fine with me
Not texting him
I’m preparing myself for him breaking up with me. I need to be okay just being by myself but I do love him so much and my life is so intertwined with his now. I feel horrible why does he do this to me. He hates me I’m sure of it.